Date:   3/1/2012 2:17:16 PM ( 12 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1914103

Hi guys,

Something fun is up with me and I'd love to have your thoughts on what it is and how it could be resolved.

Clearly it's not in established medicine's books.

Here's the funny things I experience

* Lots of anxiety-nervosity. I'm quite good at hiding it though - people perceive me as a bit odd and overenergetic but that's it.
* Completely typical Asperger as per Wikipedia's definition. Interested in one thing only, brainfog, repetetive behavior, low emphasthising, high mentalizing, no shortterm memory
* Hopeless premature ejaculator. Girlfriend says now after three years it was not good even once, both because of my physical and energetical-connection performance. Also semi-hopeless erectile dysfunction - it gets up but not firm. Firm many times first only right when intercourse started, the arousal of the act before physical is not enough.
* Something like Depression and low self esteem - questioning of what I can really do in life and of what worth I am and life is to me, sense of loneliness and so on.
* Bleeding gums
* Constantly itchy skin and scalp
* Constant minor pain in right testicle-epididymis
* Always sweating of hands and feet. At the same time always easily feels cold and looks pale.
* Enormous Sugar craving, which I try to satisfy alot as to undo the brainfog
* Working as many hours as there's on the day (300+), tendency to sit up at nights
* Constant dripping nose. Yellow clots in semen, wonder why, maybe they clog sth up there and irritate

I'm not on any medication. Otherwise 100% healthy. Very tall, ~200cm / 6"7'.

I'm quite young and at crossroads socially and professionally so it'd be great to bring complete order from bottom up somehow.

So things work to some extent but it feels like sand in my life machinery so to speak; so typical experience of 'highfunctioning autist'.

Of these symptoms I can see a clear resemblance even back to my young childhood.

Could it be aspects of a kundalini I'm experiencing? Maybe partially.


I started getting clear about the value of food and the impact of parasites on my state the last 14 months or so. Up to now I tried the following. While they may have increased my sense of wellbeing to some extent, they didn't transform away the root cause:

* Chlorella
* Vitamins (the B range incl Methyl B12, C, E, zinc, magnesium)
* Micronized Zeolite powder & Cilantro
* Colloidal Silver 1100PPM 2drops/day
* Black-Walnut powder-Wormwood-Cloves tried a week or so, maaybe i'm feeling some dieoff symptoms.

Now soon test psyllum-bicarbonate, ALA and Miracle-Mineral-Supplement .



If you have any thoughts on what may be at the root of what I'm experiencing and how I can transform my life experience to complete wellbeing, I'd Love to hear this from you!! :)

Thank you, and blessings!

 

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