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strange fear by leonistarred121 ..... Near Death Experiences Support Forum (NDE)

Date:   8/24/2009 3:07:26 AM ( 15 y ago)
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It was monday's fine morning. I was about to leave for my tutions when I felt a strange fear. I couldn't find why i felt that strange fear. I left my home. But I was quite sure that something bad is going to happen. Throughout the day nothing bad happened. At 10 p.m I went to bed. As usual I was dreaming and the last part was very strange. I was lyimg on my aunt's bed and was about to sleep. My sister was sitting on bed right in front of me at the other end of bed. A calendar was hanging on the wall to my very left side. I saw a spanner on it but it was something more than that. I saw a sign of combined faith on it I had never before of this kind of thing. The spanner is iron considered to be lord Vishhnu deity of Hindus. Then the upper portion appeared to be a half moon surrounded by stars as it is made on flags of Islam followers. Then I thought where's the cross ? Just then I saw the whole spanner appeared in the form of Christ stretching arms, the same position as he had risen to the heaven. I was going on telling the things as they appeared to me to my sister. A strange light was covering it and slowly that image vanished. I also started feeling drowsy so closed my eyes. I guess this was the last thing of my dream and after that I should have returned to reality. But that didn't happen. I felt the same strange fear and a very strong feeling of someone's presence in that room. I turned my head to see who is there. I saw a hooded monk standing. I was not afraid because I knew my death was right in front of me. I mistook understanding to be the one sent fromm God. My both hands were folded above my head as usual. He then took my left hand and came to my left side and pulled it. My soul or you can call astral part came haqlf out. Since I was not totally out I could feel that my body was suffocating and my head was moving to it's left and right. But then I was not feeling any pain . He was puuling me and I was going to leave. I thought of waving goodbye to my sis. I was saying loud to her that I am leaving but she couldn't hear it. I felt concern for my parents. Before going to bed my mom said to have supper but I refused. I thought wahat she might say when I'll be found dead the next morning. But again I started feeling not to leave. All my past opened before me. I was now certaqinly not going to achieve my ambition. Fine not everybody gets it but still I had not done anything which could say that my reason to exist ended.Also I thought of my friend who had called me for help. And finally I made a decission not to leave. At this the monk started to pull me and I resisted. On this he said "Leave your body for you are dying."The sound was crystal clear. I saw noway out of this. Then I saw that image to reappear before my eyes again. I closed my eyes and prayed concentrating on that image and cross around my neck " God I know that you are, you exist and I firmly believe in you so please spare my life." I felt as if my hand was released. When i opened my soul's eye the monk had moved on . I saw him walking away and then fell back to myself. As I did so, I woke up, I breathed in heavily. I was shocked to see my sister sitting in the same way studying. When I told her the whole thing she got scared. She told me my hand moved in the same way and my lips moved as if I wanted to say something. I found that I was lying in the same style. My left hand was paining badly. I don't what it was. I am puzzled if that was true or my mind played a trick on me.
 

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