Date:   1/15/2009 11:28:34 PM ( 16 y ago)
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I ended up resting, no tonics/cleanses/etc., for a couple of days.

Yes, the castor oil cleanse had triggered some kind of cleansing cycle that I could have continued, particularly in the liver/gallbladder area, and on through the bowels, blood, and kidney areas, and more.


One of the first areas to dump excesses was the bronchial to mouth.

I have had a policy to spit all phlegm and mucus that comes into my mouth area...partly because some parasite larvae hatch in the lungs and try to get back to the intestines via the swallowing route.

Spitting them, instead, cuts them off at the pass.

I've noticed that I always want to spit a bit just after swallowing some food...and when I lie me down to sleep. Crafty critters, I think!


Dh and I have had lots of sneezing and blowing this last couple or three months, too...emphasized in me during this castor oil cleanse...but not so much now.


Another thing I've watched with interest is what passed into the toilet...though I don't 'poke'.

Early, I saw one movement with grains of 'white rice'...which is Tapeworm eggs, I believe...not segments.


There may have been a few 'kernals of corn' a few times...which I have seen before and once examined, only to learn they are odd-shaped things with an incidental 'tail'...yellowish.


As the BM's progressed following the castor oil, the stool became lighter colored and cloudy in the bowl, hiding any suspected calcified stones that may have been in the bottom, but, accompanied by dark floating 'balls', roughly 1/2" through.

How could that be?

If I am passing more recently-eaten food...food well-digested, but without much bile to turn it dark...then how could I pass ancient and distinctly well-formed bits at the same time?

Diverticuli? Broken mucoid plaque?


I must admit I felt like and was hoping for some mucoid plaque as the effect of the castor oil drew to a close.

Imagination pictured chunks of it loosened from some internal wall, and passed as nicely as you please in the natural order of things.

Imagination aside, I don't know what was, and is, going on...though the light-colored and murky stuff has stopped, and is now darker and well-formed, as it should be, the dark 'balls' are still part of the stool.


Oh, I have no shame!

...Taking advantage of this bulletin board to describe such things!

But, dang it! ...Sometime, somehow, will come along folks who want to know...for comparison.


Another 'event', toward the end...I got what may have been liver/gallbladder 'sludge', floating on top.

Good, I thought, that may be some of the 'heaviness' I've had in the upper right quadrant area...and I promptly flushed the toilet.

I just have no patience with toxic substances.



As usual, I go through my laundry list of possible substances/deposits to be released.

...Plus all my feelings about and with them...because, deny it though we may, all of our feelings and life events are tied up in this.

Probably that's why I stalled this cleanse so long. I knew, somehow, that castor oil cleansing would be significant to me.


My liver/gallbladder slow 'ache' IS gone, but the next stuff has moved into place, already. It is somehow less, or smaller, than all I have dealt with before. The accumulation is diminishing. Great!

The masses of parasites, I believe, on either side of my midriff, which suddenly went silent during my recent round of Humaworm, began again, smaller, in the same places...but the carcasses of the old ones seem to be 'melted' and passed on, or nearly so. I feel finer than ever, today.



Yesterday, I now know I was deeply depressed, though I was casting around for 'answers' and support. I prefer to feel the way I do today...clearer, cleaner.

'Resting' helped...and the realization that it is all vibration...that all possibilities exist at the same time. The question is only a matter of what we are able to access at any given moment.


I have lived within this body and whatever it contained for a very long time...rather like being stuck in a room and not going out. I forgot the smells of the vibrant Earth that surrounds us...our amazing universe that I have glimpsed from time to time.

But, it is always there, eternal...and our inner persons can always access it. We only have to figure out 'how', or, just jump.


The company of other people, those who live in entirely different circumstances, lifts us wonderfully.

We raise each other's vibrations, I believe...even without knowing that we do, and from great distances...and without effort.

The radiance of our smiles is enough.

Here is my smile, TizMe, Telluride, and Corey...and my smile to everyone.

:D

You are fine companions.

Thank you for healing.

Fledgling




 

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