Re: Willing Away

I read a lot of different things but rarely read other messages on a message board. Your title grabbed me. Yes is it indeed horrible when we have power-greed so bad we will allow others to kill or damage our children. Since J D Rockefeller and the Eugenics Society which wanted to kill off people in 1903 those Rockefeller deemed as misfits we have seen governments by design or neglect do horrible things to its peoples. Drug companies in this case caused your massive pain and the the horrendous outlook for you child with autism. I know too much to believe it was not the mercury in vaccines.Your came to great levels of awarenss in your email and that is what attracted me to your email. You went from your pain to pain of others regardless of how much pain you saw. Buddha,Christ and Mohhamed all saw this and based all their teachings on pain and suffering in others. I am so sorry for your pain but it taught you more about life than any single thing throughout your entire life. I learned more in 15 years of my son's psychotic Hell than I did in living for 50 years prior. It gave me a pain of my psyche that will be there forever to teach me the value of all creatures of life. You are starting down that path too and even though I do not wish you to have pain it is your greatest teacher. You are totally and completely correct to say "you have to stay". Yes you do and the love for your autistic daughter taught you that. You nor I will ever fully know why we are to be here but we can and do see somethings that make it evident of why we are here. Yes it may sound silly but I too like rain very much and even get up at night to listen to it rain. You as I sometimes feel disconnected from life or others. We are not disconnected but we feel that way. Anything anyone does anywhere is effecting others always. You may get lonely but you are interconnected . You put your feelings out there for others to see which is a huge sign you are indeed searching not only for your autistic child but also for yourself and others. Love indeed is all that makes the world better- it has always been and always will be. It is wonderful to see someone show love and it came from great pain.Thank you for being there. You can read my three message posts that follow yours and there are many things to help your autistic daughter but I have shared with you by your thoughts a very important step of your love. Again thank you. Tweet