I am not all that(.)period

I am not any of that which you said... I do cool stuff for peeps... because I have to... It keeps me physically and emotionally stable... I am not a good person even... I just know what makes it out of this world... If everyone was collecting gold and you knew in a week that Gold was going to be worthless... would you keep on collecting it?

For years after my NDE, I went around telling people I loved them,,, but my love is a weak thing that fails... but when I just do loving stuff... it... the loving stuff... even if it is not attached to me for long... leaves a mark that heals outward and in... That "pink cloud"sustained me enough to get over the Life and Death.... physical trauma of what I had endured... but it did nothing for the pain... getting off of my tail and doing love... made the pain subside... listening very close to the inner voice... refusing his requests when he asks too much.... and asking for less severe lessons... this has helped me back to perfect health... after three fractured necks... that aint bad... giving gave whatever it is that decides my physical health... a reason to heal me... because the very universe needs me to be healthy...

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