I am so sorry to read of your trials and tribulations. It takes a lot of guts to lay it all out. I don't know what I could say, or do, to possibly help you in some way.
We can talk!
and know that you are not alone. Even if we're not in the same place at the same moment, we all hurt.
This is some music I like now. Her voice is so beautiful that it makes me cry.
Connie Dover: