Thanks, yes, I would much rather be in Oregon where all my friends and family are, but the only reason I stay here is to be close to Mexico should I become ill.  Or, if one of my family members becomes ill, they can come stay with me.  Mexico has far cheaper dental and much higher cancer cure rates than the U.S.  Plus, if you want certain tests ran, you don't have to jump through hoops or be told no.  They cater to the patient.  If I were young, I'd go home.  I came here under false pretenses, and after that, I helped many people get well.  But, now that I have faced truth and won't make any excuses or sacrifices any longer, I find myself a little fish thrown into a big pond far away from where I spent my little fishhood (if you will).