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I'm a 34 year old man that went through a lot of stressful times throughout my life. I have been unemployed for the last 4 months and I have hardly left my house. I spent 10 years in prison starting at a very young age for crimes to support a drug habit. I quit drinking suddenly 4 months ago and I started going through a lot of serious mental changes. I was really beginning to think I was insane for a while. I did realize that my mind was suddenly open to a lot of new ideas. I have been spending the entire day on the Internet reading about all the things that are going on in the world and got myself very worked up about them. I realized this morning that I am completely neglecting myself while worrying about things that I cannot change NOW. I have no money and I'm really in need of some guidance. I was looking for a program that might help me clear my mind of the past and become who I have always wanted to be inside. Is there anyone that can give me a little interaction, because I am having a hard time affirming what I want to believe.
Best Wishes,
Billy Smith