Hi all,
Things have been going really well for me this time around. I have had a few break outs along with deep bone pain in my previously injured ankles. Some days of being really tired.
It seemed that I didn't have much white stuff on my tounge and thought it was odd until last night. I was looking at my tounge and noticed that it seemed to be coated at the very back. I scraped it and almost died when I saw what came off.
It was like a thick mucus and it just kept coming. This morning I find I have a very mucus laden throat. Also the exema which had gone away is back. My hands are really dry and itchy and I am tired.
I don't know how much weight I have lost as I don't weigh myself but I believe it must be over 10 pounds as my clothes are getting a bit baggy.
It is hard to believe I almost half way through. 40 days seemed like so long but now it seems normal. I am going to listen to my body and if it says to stop before the 40 days I will. I will ask for support at that time to make sure it isn't just a detox day or something.
I really want to go for as long as I can because the longer I go with out food the better clarity I have about my misuse of food and the behaviors I exhibit when bored or in emotion. I am finding that much of the food I ate before was due to boredom and "filling up space and time" instead of going out and getting involved with life and what that has to offer.
Looks like it's time for me to get out of the house and get busy in my community. Idle hands are the Devils workshop they say.
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