Awesome account...both my husband and I decided to lay on the bed and simply listen. I found his various accounts interesting insofar that I've had similar experiences but assigned them to being dreams...not OBE's.

It's comforting to know that this is what I'm referring to when I find myself saying, "I just want to go home, yet I don't know where home is".

The Endless Sky Phenomena

Copyright 2006, by Gregg Seastone

This is my documentation of a near death experience I had as the result of a
very serious hang gliding accident on Green Mountain in Colorado 09/20/1975. The time was close to 12 oclock pm.
This is my glimpse beyond the world we live here on planet Earths surface.
Take it for what you will but please understand that this is the realist
reality and the truest knowledge that anything has ever shown me. It supercedes any lesson I have ever learned so far this life. I've written my account of this experience for all who-are, interested. May, I relay the message that was given to me, to give, to you.

Chapter one.09/20/1975.
I woke up early this morning and found I was the first one to arrive
at Green Mountain. The air was chilly, and the wind was blowing only about 3 to 5mph at the mountains base, knowing, it would be a little faster on the
mountains top. I surveyed the sky for awhile, and didn't see much excitement
going on except, over on the far northeastern horizon there was a lot of cumulus cloud activity going on there and it looked like it might be coming this way. Otherwise, the sky was clear with no prevailing fronts to consider.

Soon, a couple of friends showed up to fly. We got our gear together and
climbed with gliders over our shoulders to the mountains top. We set up, and sat around waiting for the wind to pick up, but it didn't, so we both decided to get a flight in before the day past too much, farther along. Probably an hour had already gone by.

The first flight was smooth and short and more fliers were arriving, and climbing the mountain on foot, or in four-wheel drives. Most, had the same short but sweet flights, to land at the mountains base, just to break down their kites, and do it all over again. All this time those thermo cumulus clouds were indeed heading our way. The wind was getting intermittent and gusting the closer they came. By 11:30am, the thermals and cumulus were upon us. In between the thermals it was calm, but when one would hit, a huge upward gust of air would strike surprisingly strong. One pilot had not prepared by sitting on the nose of his glider when one came through, and it tossed his kite across the flats on the mountains top and broke it badly.

Well, there I was, on top of the mountain set up with Dennis again, just us, on
top this time, discussing whether we should fold up our wings and huff them
back down the mountains side, or fly. Flying was preferred. I was truly considering huffing it when I heard, then saw something. The clouds had opened a very circular opening in the sky, letting a beam of light cascade to the ground and it was moving directly towards me, and seems my soul did hear a very peculiar sound that brought this to my attention. This opportunity was calling to me. There was something very special about this one; I just had to see what it was.

I hooked into my glider, steadied my balance, and went for it. I was soon off the ground, and into the air, heading right at this tall column of light. My heart was pounding in my ears, as I entered it. Suddenly, the kite was thrust up and backwards so hard that the triangular control bar was bent into a tear-drop shape by my chest and ribs. This was turning into the flight I never wanted to take fast. My internal system was pumping adrenaline hard through my veins. My visual perception was that everything was, slowing down in front of my eyes. My internal system was moving much faster than my external, and the experience was appearing in slow motion, frame by frame. It was then I suddenly found my conscience outside of my body, in calm, no audio at all, watching myself in the glider trying to correct my situation. Suddenly, I was back again in my body, still trying to gain control over my flying machine.

What had just happened? I didn't know. It was like the intensity of the
situation had rushed me out of my body momentarily, through adrenaline peak
perhaps? This was all getting very strange. I could see that I was doomed. I had
no control over my airship, and I was heading right back into the mountain...at
what I knew was a very fast speed, although it wasn't appearing that way to me.

Prepare for impact!!! I got my legs into position to take the impact first and
got my head into position to take the impact last. Then. Boom! The
sound like I was in the midst of a large bomb explosion. A witness of it
guestimated 60 to 80mph impact speed. I felt my left leg explode at mid shin, my
right leg break and jam down at mid thigh, my lower back snapped in two places,
and I lay motionless on the mountain, entangled within it, almost blown into
Dennis's kite very near its top. I lifted my head and sa, I had broken every tube in my kite. Rats, broke my wings; my left glove fell off and I kind of chuckled, but couldn't move to retrieve it.

Chapter 2. Dis-Incarnate
Then, there I was again, outside of my body and didn't feel anything pulling me back this time. It was like I had just woken from a very long, uncomfortable dream. I felt more conscious than I had ever felt before. The first, audio I heard was a chorus multitude of sounds, welcoming me Home. Everything in front, through, and around me was now made of energy, electric. Every individual thing glowed with life. Every individual thing appeared to contain its own sound, colors, and tempo. All of these sounds mixed together into a symphony of song. The colors were of hues I was not familiar with. The intensity of the energies that abounded everywhere were immaculate and extremely powerful. I looked at myself to see what I was now and saw that, I had retained my human form, but it too was composed of energy, sounds, colors, and tempo.

Greetings the sky lingered; as I floated above the crash scene. My mind amazed and astounded at this New Perspective of everything I could see. I had never felt this good before. No fear, No pain, No underlying negative emotions. It was a glorious state of being I was now confronting. Humbled by the pure magnificence of the sight before me, and, in an ecstasy to still be alive, and secured, from the loving embrace this plane held me in. I felt something pulling me upwards, away from the mountain, into the clouds, to the outskirts of our atmosphere, and into outer space. There it stopped. I wasn't far outside of the Earth, but I could see all of it. I said my goodbye, and thanked her, for all she had shown me, be it good or bad, and my family, who'd helped and loved me all my life; all had been indeed, a wonderful learning experience. I then turned my gaze to the deep and wondrous frontiers that lie within the body of outer space. I noticed waves of colored enlightening
Bands of energy were being dispersed at regular intervals from what sounded like a, huge universal heart beat, may, have been, the Milky-Ways heart, and were joyous to pass through.

I found I could move on my own by merely wanting to. I found I could also move
as fast as I could think. The Universe is so big; it took some time to get
anywhere, but soon, stars and planets were moving to and past me. I saw a planet
to my left that had no glow or other characteristics the others had, so I slowed my speed to take a better look at this one. Far off behind it I noticed a large round life form, rocketing through space, much faster than I had traveled, and was heading directly at this void planet. With a burst of light and sound the life force entered this planet, and remained there. The planet now glowed and had its own colors, sounds, and tempo... and was greeting its surroundings. I felt its greetings touch me, and I was a long way away. What had I just witnessed? Then it came to me. Had I just seen the spiritual birth of a planet? Do planets and stars have the same correlation to each other as humans do? I could see that they also contain the two sexes, male, and female, the one I had just seen its birth was male. My aura grew a little when I understood this. I felt that much stronger.

Now, I wanted to see what effect this would have on how fast I could go. Faster,
faster, faster I went until an orange-ish red planet moved right into my line of
fire. Curious I thought, I hadn't deliberately , or even felt that I had changed
my course, something else must have. I greeted it, knowing now it was a life
force of a much grander scale, and waited for its reply as I began de-celerating in my approach to it. Welcome, it called back to me; I smiled in spirit and dove into its outer celestial body. The energies of this planet were strong and joyful, and it did have a very thin orange atmosphere that held a few beautifully white cloud formations. The topography of its surface was barren, but it did show signs of rivers in its past, though they were presently dry etches in its soil. I felt a communication coming to me, and it was coming from the surface of this planet. I searched the grounds and saw two human life forms waving up to me. I was very surprised that I could even see them, because I was still quite high in the atmosphere. When I focused on them, a very telescopic sensation happened.

I gladly descended and the closer I came the more I could see that these two beings, male in gender, were far, far ahead and beyond me in
their evolution. Wisdom and knowledge shined powerfully around each of them, and the beauty and perfection in their forms was incredible to behold. Again, I felt like an infant, but there was something about these two that looked surprisingly familiar, I wasn't sure why. I wanted to Bow-down at their feet, on my hands and knees when I came along next to them, but they wouldn't let me. So I stood, hovering in front of them, and honored that they were communicating with me.

The being on my right spoke to me first. He told me that, "in one span of time,
the two of us, had incarnated into two of your offspring back on Earth, and were
once your sons". My energies started to crackle when I heard this. So this is why they looked familiar. They both smiled with my new enlightenment of who
they were. I looked deeply at them. They must have been a thousand light years
ahead of me. Echoes of the past rang deep within my spirit. Many with the
essence of Earth to them, and surprisingly, many others previous to Earths
existence. I turned my focus back to the being on my right and was absorbed in
his eyes.

"To incarnate, or to take on the texture of any given planet, is a
Universal process of growth for all spirits. It is indeed a challenge to do so,
because, it's not easy to make what your spirit wants to happen, happen. The
reason being to manifest your spiritual thoughts and ideas into physical
matter. It is this creation process that is where spiritual growth on your part, is obtained. Spirit is within a realm that moves much faster than
the physical plane, and is set to a much higher frequency, vibration, and is of
much higher fidelity. Understand that the physical plane is composed of
spirit too, all things are, but it is within a much slower spectrum. It cannot
achieve the powers of higher levels on its own. It needs the help of spiritual
bodies incarnating into it, and raising their conscious levels together.
It is a beneficial experience for both".

"Merging your higher plane of self, your eternal self, with this lower plane of
being is totally up to you. You will, and have experienced with this merger things you must overcome, because these things will get in your way
as you try to ascend. Things like pain, fear, greed, grief, anger, lust, and
other negative charges from past and present lifetimes are obstacles all of us
must overcome to get beyond them. The more of these negative charges you
conquer, the less you have to carry with you into other lives. The positive
charges you create will nurture and lift you towards higher realms of strength,
and manifestations become easier for you where ever you may be. The
opportunities with incarnations are immense. Once your spiritual conscious is
stronger than your physical mind and brain functions, new worlds are waiting and will open for you to explore. This is true for everyone".

I was listening with every inch of myself as he communicated. "Making your
spiritual thoughts manifest through the physical plane is quite a dynamic
exercise, but that is what incarnations are all about, spiritual exercise. All
things are interconnected. While you are transcending your spiritual plane, you
are also transcending your physical plane of being too. The spiritual and physical planes need each other and work together in the positive ascension of both, and this effects everything in the entire mass of eternity. You see, whatever you do will have an immediate effect on your surrounding spiritual tissues, and beings close to you, and, will eventually have effected all things everywhere. Like dropping a stone into a pond... the ripples will travel the entire length and width, from edge to edge and from end to end. If you are creating positive energy, defined as love, you are helping the God-Factor-Creation in completing a universal circuit. Powerful energy will flow to and through you, and everything will grow a bit more in a positive,
loving strength. If you are creating negative charges, you are hindering
yourself, and the progress of all things by creating a short in the circuitry
of universal flow. Every thought you think is a thing you have created, and it
is alive. You are continuously thinking and your thoughts are released into the
Cosmos. If you are not aware of the charges you release with your thoughts, you
do not know what charges you are attracting into your life. The universe
contains every energy charge imaginable, and will return the charges you release, back to you. It is a process similar to breathing. What you release is what you attract".

"Be aware that you have magnitudes, and polarities with in your make up. These
properties strongly influence your life, and what may happen to you. Magnitudes
correlate with your interests and your reasons to be, and fluctuate as you
change your mind. They deal with your inner drives and concentration abilities.
Your polarities govern your spiritual balance. It is extremely important for all
things to be conscious of their spirit, its abilities, and its properties. After
all, it is every things reason to be. Its root composition is love. Its reason
is to create and grow with the knowledge, and strength that love contains. With
it, an infinite amount of doors can be opened, and vaster horizons conceived.
Love, is the charge to reach higher realms of being with. Without it, no
ascension will take place in your spirit. You alone set your own destiny.
Remember, you are the captain of your ship. Everything you do, is
up to you, and you are responsible for it. If you are not watching, or not
aware of the coordinates you are plotting into your master controls, who do you
have to blame for whatever space, situation, or circumstance you may attract and end up with? You are the one who is responsible for it! Understand that the way to control what may happen to you involves several things. Thinking is a
birth-right all things have, but not everything uses. Think about what your doing before you do it. Know that you are a life force and have the powers of being one. These are many faceted, and rooted in the God Factor. Monitor the
charges you are releasing in your thoughts, reactions, and dreams, because this is the energy you are attracting into your life, destination, and being. This sets you're compass, and velocity also".

"At any given moment, thoughts are releasing from your being. Therefore you are,
emitting, the charge of that thought from the inside of you to the outside of
you. You have then, consciously or not, made a request to the universe to be
replenished with more of that same energy. Can you see how this may effect you
and your surroundings? This process is happening everywhere, and to everything,
all the time, it is continuous. Focus on your thoughts. Are they primarily positive, or negative? Are you trying to help others? Or are you too concerned about helping yourself? What kind of goals do you have set, any? If they are spiritual and towards trying to understand the Why, of all this; Paths, and experiences to further your understanding this mystery will unfold before you, to help you learn. Understanding concepts and the horizons of Creation is the most challenging, and the most rewarding research of all! Limitless frontiers await you if this is your pursuit, and reason to be. Fine-tune your ideas to love. Make all your decisions from that energy, it's what you feel in your heart. You will see that with love you will pro-ceed and acquire much happiness in your life, through your own efforts towards loving energy, and thought. The story is simple really, and the choices are left up to you. To choose the path to higher planes of conscious is a tougher route, because there are larger obstacles to overcome, harder transitions to go through, and vaster horizons to conceive and understand. It is not easy. But the strength you will gain with love as your essence, will empower you to reach your goals and to climb the next hill that will present itself... this too, is a continuum. Effort is the key. Without effort, there is no reward".

"Truly pursue your ideas and make them manifest. Follow them through to there
Completion. Attract love with your thoughts and the things you do, and you will
have the strength to make your goals manifest much easier. All things have the
power to make its own dreams come true. Attract what you want into your being by
focusing your thoughts on that subject. This also sets your inner compass, your
future, and the destiny of your being. Do not forget that you are attracting
things with your thoughts and actions, this is continuously happening, so your
destiny and future are always changing. What you do here in the present is
directly tied to your future. Your future is happening now also, but is not
totally formed like your past is. Your present is whatever you've made it, or
whatever you've allowed other things to make it for you".

"Watch the circumstances around you and see if they reflect the motion that you
are seeking. Look for the blessing in all the things that happen to you, and
realize that the God Factor is in every element that exists and beyond.
Use these tips and you will find that the more you exercise these laws, the more
you will be able to create a life to your liking. More doors will open for you
in your search and study of higher existence. Incarnations are the path for
accelerated growth. Once you have learned that this phenomena is truly a
blessing and a universal process, you will be able to apply this remarkable
opportunity into your lives to come, and to your present. Become a working part
of the ascension of the total mass. You are a piece of forever, since you do
exist, whether you like it or not. You have your space to contain for always,
and it's your responsibility to maintain and take care of your area. So, there
is no real reason why you shouldn't try to make the best of it, no matter where,
or who you are".

I stood there very silent, and let my mind think over what I had just been told.
I heard truth in every word he had spoken to me. These communications were
beyond telepathy, and I could feel the responsibility over my own being that I
hadn't looked at that way before. I guess that I had believed that there were
more external forces controlling situations than internal. But he was right, the deciding factor to whatever my reaction would be to anything that may happen to me, is my own final decision. I could see that I am the one responsible for all of my actions, and my own fate. I looked at them, and they back at me. I nodded my head to show that I understood, and that it made a lot of sense. I thanked the being on my right for showing me these fundamentals I need to making my own personal dreams come true. I saw the being to my left raise his left arm and point to the far horizon. Then he said, "The woman, who was your wife, and our mother at the time of our incarnation with both of you.....is there". I looked over to where he was pointing, the sun was setting to my right and the sky was darkening, and saw what looked like a meteor with a long tail streaking through the heavens. This meteor turned and was coming directly at me. A tunnel, per se, appeared between the meteor and myself, and I saw the face of the most beautiful woman I had ever seen materialize at the other end.

She was calling to me, gently. Her lips were moving as a song slipped out from between them so softly and lovingly that I felt her voice
lift me off the ground, and pull me towards her through the air. She moved closer to me, still singing colors of love while her body composed itself with the grace of an angel, as we came closer to one another.

She was beyond anything I had ever dreamed of in a woman. Her eyes were green
and mesmerizing almond shaped. Her hair was long to her waist, and golden in
color as it fell down on her hips. She had a figure, that was so proportionally
perfect, and full of womanly beauty, that my jaw dropped, I gasped for air, and my heart thundered in my chest, while my eyes went wide open! "You are part of me", she said as her fingertips touched mine. "I love you, always have, and always will. We are soul mates, direct-links, and we have forever to live and love each other". She then pulled close to me and whispered in my ear, "I've missed you".

Our motion through the atmosphere hadn't stopped, and we were now outside of
this planets ether and were once again in outer space. She backed away from me
about twenty feet, and stood there shining with waves of pinks, yellows,
lavenders and light blues. "Look at the colors in my being and compare them with
the colors in yours". I looked at myself to see what she meant.
My colors contained purples, oranges, turquoises and reds. "See how they
compliment each other?", she said with her eyes. I nodded my head. "Our colors of being are like secondary values, and this means, we need each other to form our primary color of being, she winked. "I am the other half of you, and you are the other half of me. We were created as halves to the same circle, we are truly
large parts of one another. All beings have their mates, but we compliment all
of each other's three, fundamental qualities of being. Listen to the rhythm within you, and hear the tempo I have in my soul," she said. I felt the, 4-4 timing in my being, and I could hear the 2-4 timing within hers.

"Listen to the sounds of our beings, hear the harmonies they make when standing apart." That's beautiful, I said to her, I love the song we are singing to each other, purely from our essence. She smiled, "It doesn't matter how far apart we are from one another, our beings will still be singing to and for each other, where ever we are. Watch what happens when our bodies join together". I was hoping she'd say that. She moved very close to me, and met me with a kiss.

My mind began to float and I felt myself moving into her, entirely. The sounds
of our two beings merged, creating harmonies that echoed through the stars and
space around us. "I've waited so long for us to join again, now the time has
come. Feel, our life forces are becoming one! We have merged!" Totally head to foot. With hearts directly next to each other, pumping life tandem to Us as one entity. We shuddered and gasped as our tempos became accelerating syncopated beats, climbing, soaring, and bursting with the intensity of thunder! Waves of love rebounded and pulsated from our beings as we bathed in each others energies. Our auras and bodies had formed into one united ball, of white light, we had reached our primary color of being, together.

We slowly moved apart from one another, and I asked her, how long has it been
since we've seen each other face to face? She smiled, "many lifetimes,
are you beginning to remember me?" Yes, you are the one who
comes to me in my dreams, you're also the woman I've searched for all of my
life, or lives, and now I find you way out here? She grasped my hands tenderly, "I am happy to hear that, but it comes as no surprise to me. I am
inside of your heart, and you are inside of mine. You will understand soon that
there is no escaping it, we really are pieces of one another." I see. Then,
I would guess that everybody has a direct soul mate like you and I? my mind
contemplated the concept and flashed back to Earth, thinking of all the time I may have spent on her... and what era did this family live together in. I flashed back to where I was, and it was hard to believe, I actually was where I was!

"Yes, everybody and everything has one who is directly connected, and
many who parallel very closely, and others who become less and less
Complimentary until the only thing tying them together is Creation itself. As
for direct soul mates, like you and I, all spirits are paired in
twos. There are only two sexes. Both are halves of the same
circuit. Similar to electricity, which everything relatively is, and both are halves of the same circle of love they create when together. Many try to join their halves of the love circle that do not fit well together. What is inevitable is that the two halves will pull themselves apart eventually, or short-circuit each other away from one another. Sometimes opposing halves join together for karmactic reasons, but usually their time together is short lived, if needed, thing is resolved, they will separate and continue to search for one that fits better. When two halves join, a circle, is created."

"What happens when you join two love halves together is that the energy with in
the circle you created, begins to spin inside of itself, feeding, and being fed. If, the halves don't fit, or if one half like's being fed, and does not
feed the other, the love circle becomes unbalanced, and will come apart. Love
balance is important with in yourself, and with all the beings that you share
love with. Love is a giving, and a receiving kind of life substance. It is the
key to the immense reservoir of loving strength that is within the root essence of the universe. Its powers are limitless, if held pure, and honest... and should never be abused. She told me as the picture she painted in my mind, gave me a new understanding of some principles that define the responsibility involved in any love relationship. I have loved and lost many times, from my own ignorance and stupidity.

My soul mate now pulled my hands up in front of my chest, my palms towards her,
and my fingers outstretched. She did the same thing with hers towards me, and
brought her fingertips to my fingertips. Palm to palm, fingers to fingers, our
energies began to build, and the motion flowed through our hands, and circulated
round about through, our chests, and arms. The giving and receiving was truly a
mental and spiritual exercise. I could feel the circle she had just spoken
about, and I could see the effort involved with both parties to keep the love
energies moving and flowing smoothly to one another.

"We have two polarities with in each of our beings, juice and ground,
or north and south, and it rotates in a circular motion around our auras. We
need both charges to create our inner flow, our inner motion, our drive and
motivation. It is the same thing that keeps Planets spinning, Suns and Solar
Systems revolving. These two forces together create a third force in the
magnetic spectrum, which supplies the gravity within you, and the gravity within
all beings, like, house ground. With juice and ground I am talking
about our inner forces. Though some beings use the grounding charge in a bad
way, and have created monsters with it, that is not what it is for. It is merely
an opposing charge to create, push, and spin the powers of electrical properties
within our beings. If you haven't noticed, everything in outer space is
spinning, creating strong motions, powerful vortices, and, controlled orbits. It
is the same with inner space."

"This principle works with all things, even with soul mates. When you have found, or attracted each other, and have connected your energies, the creation powers now at hand are a thousand fold compared to the individuals powers alone. The powers created when direct soul mates connect, is directly linked to the immense love bank of our universe. A perfect fit." I was exploding with delight. All of this was making a lot of sense to me, and I was deeply honored
to have all this information being shared. But, why me? I am nobody in particular, making mistakes is of my better skills, but I have been looking for truth, for a long time.

"There are beings here that need each other, just like the physical and the
Spiritual planes do, We are all interconnected, some much closer than others, according to the relative positions within our own atomic structures. You, have
an immediate body of beings that surround you, and pass from lifetime to
lifetime as many different relations to one another. These are the closest
pieces of your atomic structure. Some of these beings only come in contact with
you a few times in forever. But what ever the case may be, you and this
immediate group of beings together create an entity of its own. This entity is
but a component of a larger body of beings, which together create a being of
their own. Now, the same principles exist for this entity, and it goes on and on
throughout the universe, like a web. This matrix of the Universe, is the
composition of all of these smaller bodies that are all interconnected in some
fashion, depending on their position to one another. Someone's position in your
atomic structure may be different than your position in theirs. But all of
these different atomic structures are pieces of the entire mass. Do you see now
how the things you do will eventually effect everything ? The same is true for
all things. We all need each other to be creating positive energies with in
forever's tissues. The universe is expanding at explosive speeds, new horizons
are continuously being created, and new possibilities are always unfolding. Life
here is always creating itself, New, again. That, is of its essence, and it is
the substance of all things."

"We, have only come across each other a few times in all the lives we
have lived!" She spun in a circle, and pointed to the vastness of outer space. "Now, we meet again, further on in our own evolutions. We have mixed our souls and mated our spirits, so that soon, we may have the opportunity to traverse the
heavens together as a primary unified whole, for awhile, a completed circle. The
circle is the strongest shape in the universe!" She said to me with her face
a glow. This is incredible! I said to her, this is utterly fantastic! I have
never been so happy! But you said we may travel together soon? And just for
Awhile ? Why not from now onward? I asked. I wanted to stay with this beautiful
star maiden forever, right now! She didn't have to answer. I could see that I
was, nowhere even close, to her spiritual strength. I knew that I must be happy
with these few moments to be with her, which I was.

"There is more happening for you to see right now! Promise you will
return to me?" She asked me with her left arm around my shoulders, and her right hand over my heart. I looked deeply into her eyes and realized, that it was time to be leaving her. I knew I was not yet ready to sustain the voyages that she may have in store for the both of us. So far, I had learned some very basic ways of helping control ones own destiny, ways to try and recognize soul mates, the atomic structures of related beings, some fundamentals of being, polarities, Magnitudes, attraction laws. I understood that I have my own space to contain, maintain, and be responsible for, and, my responsibility towards others in love sharing. I could see that the true key to life was the charge and powers of love. To try and understand love, though it in itself has always seemed rather impossible for me to get a solid grip on, with all its principles and properties, is vital because, it is the root substance of life, how it relates to me, how to share it with others, what happens without it, and the possibilities when becoming strong with it. Many, many things here, I need to put dedicated efforts into. I must broaden my view on all of the above.

Yes....yes of course I will return to you, I promised, but how am I going to
find you when I have become ready to be able to join you again? I had no idea
where we were in outer space right now, and outer space is very BIG! "Just think of me, I am in your heart already. Our souls are mixed, and I am always
there inside of you. Use the law, of attraction. Remember, time, is only relative to what you make it. Time is purely motion." How long have we existed? I asked her. Or, should I already know this? I watched my mind reach deep inside my own being, to feel the depth of time, contained there. Echoes of many lifes were found. Lifes before those lifes, beyond human, beyond Earth, and even beyond that. Wow, I thought, a clock seems kind of useless when compared to that much time.

"You, will remember more. All of us have a vast amount of knowledge, already within us. We have all been for a very long time. Now that you know that you have all this time within you, call upon that knowledge when you have a question, and quietly, with confidence, listen for an answer, feel what charge it contains, and where it may be guiding you, to further investigate. Those beings whose properties parallel yours, are the ones who have the most immediate effect on your life, as you do to theirs. We all need each other, and we all need to love one another as well. Please, accept and use
this loving-energy that is being shared with you, and continue to grow with this plane of existence. For you need it, as all things do, and it needs you and all things also."

"Recognize that everything is important, no matter what it is. We
all hold the same status to one another, no matter who, or what you are. We
respect all, because if you exist, you have a space to contain, and are as
important as anything else in the universe. Beings, you are a piece of it, another cell within the body of the entire mass of forever. We are all creations, life force's, entities of the God Factor. She pulled me close and kissed me once again, and smiled, "You really are beginning to remember me. I was feeling much more at one with all things now. Looking deeply at her I said, I thank you, and the God Factor, for your existence! I knew I would never forget her. Where are we to Earth? I asked, "I had once called this planet, Oron, you had known it as Mars." Wow , of course, I recognized it now.

She grasped my right hand and started guiding us back towards the surface of Mars. Once there, our children of a past life were waiting for our return. The one who had spoken to me earlier said, "There is more happening for you to see right now, prepare to leave us." I didn't know what to say. Thank All of You, for what you have shared with me. I will try to put these laws into my life, and I hope I will see all of you, soon! I then felt that, nudge, again, pulling me away from these people, and away from this planet.

What a beautiful experience this had been. What a convincing way to prove that
reincarnation does happen by meeting a family of a past lifetime. Quite a family
reunion. The means, of communication was literally beyond words. I could truly
see, smell, taste, feel, and be what anything was sending me. What a great way
to talk. I could be their thought, to see what they were saying. Amazing.
I don't think Webster has a word to describe this communication process yet. I
stopped outside of this planet, and thought about what they had just shown me,
and at the same time, kept my eyes open for whatever it was to happen next. As I
turned away from Mars, and surveyed the all around vista , I noticed a large
shiny oval shaped object moving towards me. It sent greetings, "I'm here to show you more." I gladly let this transparent object of a being, beam me aboard.

Once inside, we took off with a flash of light. This vessel was very much alive,
and could move at an incredible rate of speed. A subtle roar surrounded us as
stars and planets swept by, then, multitudes of solar systems streaked past us.
The star clusters ahead of us were becoming more and more densely populated,
and the energies in the space around us was getting much more intense and
brighter. Where are we going? I asked the transport, as we zoomed through energy that was getting so powerful I thought we might turn into vapor, well, already were of sorts. "To, within the center, of the Milky Way, we are almost
there." I looked ahead, and saw a planet, move right into our path. I knew then this is where we were going. The vessel began to decelerate, and pulled into an orbit of this planet that looked strikingly similar to Earth.

Wow, what a beautiful planet, I exclaimed, she is so fertile, and singing with
Such Happiness! Please, let me go down to see her more closely, I asked. The
Vessel slowly descended. I looked at her topography with delight. Her sky, and
oceans were bluer than blue, her cloud formations were whiter than white. All
across her land masses, she was covered with vegetation of many colors, shapes,
and species...but I saw no signs of mankind, or any familiar shore-lines. This planet looked like a giant, richly flourishing garden. Perhaps, Edan, looked like this. Yes, I thought to myself, I will call you, Edan. Everything I could see since I had left my body on Earth, was extremely aware of their Cosmic source, and were all celebrating this awareness with happiness, Honor, and joy. It was the same here.

The transport and I swooped low into a valley as the plant life around us
rejoiced in being. I moved from side to side within the vessel, and marveled at
the peaceful beauty this planet, and its inhabitants contained. I felt our speed slowing even more, so I looked ahead to see what was coming up. There, in the near distance, was a tabletop mesa, and I bet, that was where we were going. We came upon the mesa quicker than I thought we would, my transport settled down on the its top, and the ship disappeared with a burst of light, leaving me standing alone, with a magnificent view of a beautiful valley in front of me. So this, is what Earth must have looked and felt like before man got his hands on her, and she is being raped to death, by industry, waist, and greed. There's no doubt that man there, has gone too far already.

I noticed a growing desire, to fly a hang glider off this mesa, it was a silly
thought, I know, because I could fly much better now without one. I then felt a control bar materialize in my hands, I looked up, and saw a set of wings, unlike any I had ever seen before. I jumped into the air, and proceeded to fly it out into the valley before me. The trees and ground cover filled my heart with serenity just to see them flourishing, without any threat of intruders, tearing it apart for their own selfish reasons. Everything smiled here, because, all was working together. My thoughts focused on Earth. I felt very guilty for being a contributor of many lives, of adding my share of the poison, selfish Traits, and pollution to the purity of her being. I'm just as guilty, as anyone else. I knew that she was in dire need, of help to save her life. All her resources, her air, waters, soil, and blood, were being devastated, and ruined in the name of progress, and total greed saturation. I could feel Earths desperate situation and cry for help clear out here. I was wishing there was a way that I could help her from this place, when I felt the glider disappear, and myself being pulled upwards again, and then released just outside the planet.

Wow, what a lesson that one was... it was about Earth, shown to me by a sister
planet! She needs a lot of help, I know, and I wish I could help her. But I'm on the, Flip-Side now, and only a fleck of dust in the universe, what could I possibly do to help her now? I turned my view to the sharp and vast distance in front of me. I wondered how fast I could move now, inspired, from the speed of the vessel that brought me here. I began to accelerate. Faster, faster, faster.... the stars went screaming by me..... faster, faster, faster.... things were appearing to tunnel into a small point in the space before me.... faster, faster, faster...BOOM!!! Suddenly, everything appeared to open into an even more vast perspective. Everything looked, Bigger, the planets, the solar systems and space between, and I appeared to be slowing down, though, I knew I was still accelerating. New Horizons, like beams of light, appeared projecting on to the many areas around me as very cosmic organic arteries, in the space-vistas-skin, portals would open, like Valves, and disperse galactic substances of life, that would appear, and disappear at will. What kind of warp, or zone, had I moved into with the velocity of speed I had attained? Oddly, I was feeling very much at home here by now, and it was obvious to me, that this is where everything came from, outer space. This plane of existence was so strange, so different, and so incredible, but I felt very sure I have lived here before, and for a very long time. I felt genuinely at Home. Suddenly, another planet moved directly into my path. Wow, there was no mistaking this one.....it was Earth!

Her aura appeared to be very strange, made me wonder if it was radio activity. It was bleak, faded in color, and its sound was heart wrenching. What's going on here? What has happened since I left? Did man drop the BIG ONE? Silence was my answer. Then a huge voice came to me and said, "Do you wish, to return?" What? I mumbled, after seeing this place exists? No, I don't want to go back there. "You can help if you do." It told me. How, I said. How can I help Earth? I'm tiny, I said in disbelief. "Tell others about what you have just been shown." was its next statement, "Share the LOVE, you have seen here with other people, and this will help the Earths entity. You, will not be alone. Many others, are doing this, as we speak." How much time has past? I asked, but no answer. How am I going to remember all this when I come out of a mothers womb?, still no answer. What?, How?, Why?, oh! Life is so different here. I felt my time, right then, of finally making it away from, and being free of, what appeared to me a vicious, hard, and crazy world there on Earths surface, was coming to a close.

"Do, you, wish to return to your soul mate quickly?" This massive presence asked. She then appeared, in my minds eye, nodding at me to do this. Everything that had just been shown to me flashed before my eyes. I could see that I was far from being done with things here on Earth. I still had much to accomplish with in myself, and now, a new, and very different job to do also? Nobody's going to believe me, especially if not much time has passed crossed my mind. I understand, I said, there's no doubt, going back, and try to put these teachings into a life there makes a lot of sense to me now, and would be the best thing for me to do, reluctance was showing in my decision.

But how am I going to remember all of this, entering a mothers womb, and egg? I
was hoping to be able to spend more time where I was to accomplish the growth
task I was needing badly, but, I could see I was clearly not of the strength to do so. How much time has passed? I asked again, no answer, Time to me now was very different than what it had been to me on Earths surface. How am I going to remember this if people still teach their children like they did my last lifetime there. I then hoped a lot of time had past, and also thought about the body I'd had previous to leaving it. I had a faint hope it might have lived, but feeling entrance into a new baby, about to be conceived, or born, was prominent in my expectations. Dazed at the odds against me of really remembering, like I have been obviously forgetting many times before in this part of the process. Ok, breathing deeply, I will go back I said.

Chapter 3. Reincarnation.
I dove into the Earths aura, and penetrated the upper layers of her atmosphere.
Hello, Earth, I said to her, feeling elation leaving. "Welcome back," she called to me between her cries of pain, and her pleadings, to the human race to Wake Up. Her welcome put a smile back on my face, and give me a renewed sense of duty to try and help. But I still felt uncomfortable with the fact of probably loosing all that I had just learned through the birthing process.

I focused my thoughts on Green Mountain, figuring this might be a good place to
start, since, I didn't know how this incarnation was going to happen, but, I was returning to do so. Soon, there it stood.... Green Mountain, in all its majesty. What a sight this was for me. I had attracted myself to it, and it worked! But nobody was there. What do I do now? I really didn't know. Again, that now familiar, nudge, took hold of me, and began carrying me along. The houses, highways, and cars looked the same to me as when I left, not much, or no time had past since then. I thought to myself, a little discouraged, how am I going to remember all this to tell other people? The possibility of really being able to keep my word was looking rather grim. That's, when I saw it! Saint-Anthonys-hospital had moved directly into my path.

Here it comes, I thought, here it is! How much time has past I cried out as I floated over the parking lot. "Six days." the voice said to me, and that was all. Over, to the hospitals east and south facing wing it carried me. I was preparing myself for the transition into a mother's womb. Up to the third floor from the outside I was guided. Here we go!!! I shuttered. In
through the window I went, and it left me standing behind the head rails of a
hospital bed in this very sterile hospital room. Two doctors at the foot of the bed were asking questions to a patient inside of it. I couldn't see the patient yet from where I was standing, but when the patient responded, I recognized their voice..... it was me!!!

I rushed to the side of the bed to see my body.... it had survived! But the
sight I beheld was ghastly. I had busted it up very badly. It didn't even look like me for the most part, it was extremely puffed up and swollen. Purple, black and blue, both legs outrageously broken, but I was still very glad to see it. How do I get you back? How do I reclaim you? I moved towards its head, and like a vacuum, I was sucked back into it. Wow, fits, like a glove; I was thinking to myself when I heard one of the doctors voice exclaim, "Look, some kind of, mental change?" I looked up at both of the doctors and said, I just reentered my body. They looked at each other, chuckled something about, "The strange things people say with concussions." Both of them got up, and walked out of the room. Wow, I said to myself, I really have come back. I then, sighed, very, deeply.