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While the dream probably does reflect the fear you have been living with about the outcome of the coming HIV test, the dream is also trying to point out an error in your thinking about this situation.
The dream is pointing out an emotional perspective you have, one which actually works for your wellbeing (the nurse). Using this perspective you need to start being more adamant that the results of the test will be negative – which implies you will be free of HIV.
{There is a reason for this advice being given. I would assume that by now you have fully acknowledged your fear of the results coming out positive. As it is written in Job 3:25, For the thing which I greatly feared is come upon me, and that which I was afraid of is come unto me. Unvoiced fears can be extremely dangerous – but so are those which are voiced or fully acknowledged too long and too strongly. }
In the dream, being positive – having HIV – is determined by the number 12. The number 12 shows two possibilities., one in which worldly or human thinking – which is generally very negative as is fear - can be magnified or made more of by God (as in 4 x 3). This would seem to reflect what we find written in Job. The other possibility is that God’s perspective – which is a positive one – can be magnified or made more of by human thinking (as in 3 x 4). This would suggest accentuate the positive.
In the dream being negative – free of any HIV – is associated with number 11. This number represents the idea of peace which occurs when there is no conflict within the mind. (Note the one on the left and on the right in number 11.) {Once you have fully told the Lord your fear, it is time to accentuate the positive thoughts.} Your level of negativity is too high. You are probably too high or emphasizing too strongly your fear in this situation. It is time to move past it.