I put the blade against my skin
right where the cut would of been

I poised the scissors as if to cut
of course I did not in any way cut
no body in there right frame of mind
would do such a thing
to them self
or to any one else

for the moment I put myself
into the mind of both one who cuts
and the child that unwilling endures
having this done to them
I imagined just what kind of mentality
it would take to destroy such a beautiful thing
with scissors then slice it open
cut it apart bit by bit part by part

I fathom this with disgust
penetrating the mind of one who cuts
as I jack off
my senses get in my head
of someone who cuts
like that what a black hearted
son of a fucking bitch
butcher of souls can cut
insert cold steel to manipulate and cut
when there is so much
at stake

What is at stake
safety sensitivity receptor's vein's for
blood flow vein's for penis growth
beauty sexuality sensuality
a baby boys birth right
being born through respect
instead of rape and violence
choking on his mother's blood
future self esteem can only come
from wholeness the luscious living spirit
Himself so much is desecrated and brutalized
in this senseless vicious
obscene assault against human sexuality