11-30-06
Midge-appt #4. She asked how I was doing and I said not much better. I said that I still had a sinus infection that was going on 4 weeks, I’m taking lysine, tea tree oil, and doing sinus tapping for the sinus infection. She explained that I’m doing everything physically possible and she’s doing everything physically possible; and if I’m not better it means that it’s not physical…it’s mental. What a shock it was for me to hear this. Dr. Melinda gets this book out, and she looks up sinus, infection, and something else. Under sinuses it said, “Anger, someone close”. She asked me if I could think of anyone close to me that has caused me to be very angry. I said yes. So she tested me first to make sure that all the adjustments that she had done were holding, and they were. She said: now I’m going to check you again, but I want you to think about that person while I’m doing this. And everything that she just checked went weak. Wow, and oh, no. It’s so amazing and awful that I’ve done this to myself!! Seven years of headaches, migraines, and sinus infections and it’s my own fault!! She told me that I need to vent my feelings, but never vent in the house. Because if you vent in the house, you get rid of negative energy, but because it’s still in the house, your body picks it up again. So you are suppose to go for a walk or for a drive and vent, then the negative energy can go out into the air. She then gave me a homeopathic remedy that will release negative energy; I don’t know the name of it. I’m going back in one week.

I’m still amazed that I’ve done this to myself. I slept better Thursday night after the appt, and felt better the next day. Over the next couple of days, I still have the morning spells that I feel worse and then feel better. Now, the road ahead may be longer than I think. Of course it's great that I've found the problem. But, I'm the problem; my thinking is the problem and my 'not saying anything' is the problem.

Midge