Meditate...


or if that doesn't work, masturbate?

lol

I would venture to suggest that you find your inner joys and truly, deeply, consciously take the time to explore and practice them.

Dancing, painting, reading, music, writing, laughing, fast friendships - talking to people just because they are near you - can bring brilliance to your spirit.

Sometimes a close kinship based on common interests can be so fulfilling. Some of the the most scintillating "sex" can be a meeting of the minds over shared thoughts.

Pets are immensely loving and great companions.

Also, your Depression may be a cycle linked to other things like light, moon rythms, or even poor absorption of B vitamins - or hormonal shifts.

Spirituality means never being alone - maybe looking within, and reaching out?

You sound like a beautiful soul, once you hone into the reason for that "missing piece" - impending "depression" may turn to be a sign to do joyous things on your own.

Good luck in finding the best friend within your world.

MadArt (ist)

I have some of the same issues. I think we, as women, are so socially conditioned to base our self worth on what others think of us, especially men - and the inability to form a lasting relationship makes us feel as if something is wrong with us.

It's so hard to learn to give yourself that self-respect and worth that we seek outside ourselves.