The Soul is not just along for the ride when it enters the mother's womb and into the fetus. Our soul is a witness to God's love in our life. The soul is the light of love. That light has a body draped over it that immediately, upon entrance into the womb is affected by all kinds of spiritual entities...Imagine swimming in a crack mother’s womb... or upon birth being vaccinated with deadly toxins....breathing one's first breath of air in a polluted industrial city... We become affected by the chemical world until we give up the ghost. A healthy child is closest to the light...Have you ever heard or observed that a pregnant woman glows? As children, even though we chose to face away from the light, we glow with God's love because we are not covered with dense layers of spirits we will collect through our life. By the end of our life some may become so addicted to the chemical world that their light is very dim...however...beneath the layers of spirits...we are a bright candle that will be returned a perfect light to the candle maker who made us of light.
Those moments when we managed to overcome the spirits of this world and shine on the world so others can see God's light in us are forever recorded as who we are as spiritual beings. The record of those moments remains when time is rolled up and death dies. Those spirits that attached to our soul never make it to the final judgment. The tunnel is their judgment. As we enter the light we may get to go back to review our life review but the unloving intentions are filtered out when it enters the light. There are no tears in heaven because what remains is our loving intentions and how we were loved by the God who is love.
Imagine loving intentions and unloving intentions may be involved in the same action in one particular life review moment. Our unloving intentions, lacking light, will be pushed off of us in the tunnel.
For many who go to the light, I have heard that there are witnesses against them however with me I was shown that those witnesses(spirits attached to our soul) are not allowed to go beyond the tunnel while loving intentions continue on to the light. Our advocate(in my case a type of Pre-Jesus-Defense Attorney, Brother, Best Friend, Orb of Light) reveals those moments of loving intentions and joy in my life to the Father of Lights as a testimony of my journey into the world of death and dying. All I could think to do was thank God for the wonderful gift of life that I was given.
I know that people of other beliefs and un belief will experience going to the light event differently but for me, my perception of this event was clearly a Christian God who judged me. I do believe that this God was bigger than Christianity. This God swallowed up every religion and all religions and religions were as inconsequential as the physical body is to the soul of a dead man. In my Christian belief system, prior to my NDE, I saw God as a terrible punisher and a loving father. My perception of that changed when I experienced the judgment first hand. The God=Love loved me like a favorite little grandson coming to visit. I felt so loved that words can not capture the degrees of that love as God's love for me personally was so genuine and so strong that I knew that I was loved more than can ever be expressed by words. The closest thing might be a mother holding her newborn baby for the first time but even greater than that. It was a love that did not see my weaknesses but rather it was a love that wanted what was the exact best thing for me.
When I reviewed my life and thanked God for it, my judgment from God was to ask me if I wanted to learn more about love? There was some discussion going on in my judgment that I can not translate yet, coming from some beings that sit beside God in heaven and two beings that float above God that judged me, in my Near Death Experience. I do know they were all in agreement. I guess that is why I got to return to my body. There were also angels cheering and singing as witnesses to the event of my judgment. The music they play and the sounds they sing are every sound you can imagine, all playing and singing their own song but somehow all in harmony. In the end it was not a judgment for going to hell or heaven but a judgment as to how I could get the most out of returning to my body by learning about love if I wanted to return to my body. It was my decision and I did choose to return. Perhaps each of us can choose.
I see hell very different than I once did. Those spirits that drape themselves over us while we live in flesh bodies may look just like us but they are peeled from off of us in their own type of judgment as we go through the tunnel toward the light.
The carcass we left behind will turn to dust one day but those spirits that attached to us may visit other souls that we love. We should try to be as healthy in body, mind, and spirit to prevent those spirits taking our form and speaking for us to those we love. They are witnesses of our unlove but they stay out of the final courtroom at the end of time.
Imagine for a moment the love we give and the love we received in this world is the only record that can make it to the end of time. Time ends. I saw it clearly in my NDE. Long after the earth explodes in flames, time ends and what is love will be what we are in the bigger picture of God.
Those different colored spirits that are peeled off of us in the tunnel are witnesses to our unlove while we lived in a flesh body but they never make it to the final judgment. Not allowing those tortured spirits into our lives should be a priority however I believe it is much more important to reflect God's love in our intentions then to fight off unloving spirits. Love is what matters when time ends and the light that we are before we are born will return to its maker without those spirits attached to it. We all burn bright in heaven.
When I returned from heaven, I did not become a saint. What did occur though is that I figured out what was the currency of heaven. Love is that which survives time so if we are to be rich in heaven then we should fill our lives with loving intentions. We may be shown those unloving intentions that are separated from our loving intentions but when time ends it is only our loving intentions that survive.
I was not shown my unloving intentions in my life review however I have heard that many are shown their unlove. If our lives were squandered with unlove then much of our life will not survive to the end of time but that orb of love that is our soul will never be extinguished. I believe I was not shown my un-love to show me how God saw me but not only me...how God sees all of us. If I was going to learn about love then I was given the gift of seeing me how God sees me without my unloving intentions. If I see others that way then I am where I am supposed to be. I know I am far from achieving this highest degree of God's love but each day I should be looking beyond the unlove I see in those I come across in my daily life to the bright burning candle of love beneath.
When time ends and every spirit has been cleansed with love, who we are is that love we gave and received. Finding a way to fill our intentions with love makes our life well lived and may also make us more healthy in body, mind, and soul.