Hello to you all!

I suffer from epileptic seithers for long time,it had started when i was 15 or 16 now im 22.The doctors discovered that i have
a tumour in my head(at the bone)and i went throught a difficult surgery that continued for 6 hours.The seithers supposed to be stopped after the surgery,but they have remained but rarelier.
the seithers are neither falling nor spasms.They are very strange. I feel like a feeling of fear that starts in my stomach and rases up to my head and i feel like im not connected to the outside world and cant answer any questions.
im on pills Lamictal(200 2 times a day).My greatest wish is to stop taking pills,and live and cure myself in a natural way.
Can anyone who suffers from the same seithers and knows what im talking about,advice me what to do with my wish???

thank you very much for your patience and your advice.

dusia.