Ami you are a sweetheart! The stevia is a really good suggestion. I love love love your energy as always. And Owen, you are a doll too and so sincere and poetic!
Believe me, a juice fast was the first thing I thought of (oh and I even had a bag of stevia that I took out and stared at for several days before my dog tried to eat it). In fact, before I knew that I was sick with mono a co-worker approached me and asked me to do a 5 day juice fast with her. She caved after half a day, but I did all 5 days and I felt great! The day after though is when I swelled up like a balloon as I went back to my regular diet and continued feeling really awful with the mono.
You would think, wouldn't you, that I would go back to juice fasting. Yep, that would be the advice I would give myself. Heck, if someone posted about my symptoms that's what I would tell them in a heartbeat! Juicing, vitamin C, raw garlic, the water cure. All the stuff I have learned about and practiced in the past.
But the problem arose, when no matter what I tried, it just wasn't working, or I couldn't sustain a fast. I was getting all these signals from my body and through muscle testing and through contacting my guides - none of that was the way to go in this case.
See, part of me wanted to just "knuckle down" and force myself to fast, even though my body and spirit was incredibly resistant to it. This made me very confused. I mean, I knew what to do, how come I couldn't DO it? I've been on this site for over a year, I mean DUH! Very frustrating to know what I supposedly "should" be doing and not being able to do it.
So I've had many days of banging my head into the metaphorical wall.
Well, I think Andreas hit the nail on the head when he talked about underlying emotional issues. I went back and re-read what he wrote about how like attracts like (unhealthy emotions crave unhealthy food) and I realized that, while I had managed to heal myself of other things through cleansing (constipation, depression, anxiety attacks to name a few), this time I had to heal....spiritually and emotionally first. Not through herbs and cleansing.
In fact, my body was giving me signals to do just that. It was saying, "Hi there, Ali, I am letting you know that now would be a good time to heal some old wounds and complete some old karmic patterns. I want to make sure I've got your attention so I am going to swell up like the Goodyear blimp and I'm going to reject your normal healing modalities". Something like that.
As luck (ok maybe more than luck since nothing happens by accident) would have it, I was able to have a Sacred Santemony session with Andreas today. Holey moley.
It would take me several pages to recount that session but I will try to summarize and just say that he was able to indicate through revealing my past karmic realtionships the patterns that layer this issue with me with craving unhealthy and non-life sustaining foods.
It was an amazing session and words sort of fail me now to describe all that I learned. Let me just add that I was able to also better understand after this session the nature of some of my gifts that I bring to the world.
So I just wanted to say thank you. This has been quite a journey as I have been sick for a few months now. Hopefully this will help me heal. And maybe this will help someone else down the road who hits that brick wall when herbs and cleansing just don't seem to be working. I'll keep you posted!
Blessings,
Ali