Well, guess what, you and I were Spirit Filled the same year. The year after the Lord gave me a son whom HE named Samuel. But unfortunately the marriage failed. Years later I remarried a man I thought was a reallly good man and a denominational Christian. He turned out to be a good provider but with no ability to connect emotional, spiritual or even physically with someone else at all. The longer time passed the more disconnected he became until I had a legal binding to a shadow. This caused a Depression in me for years that all I wanted was to die so I could get away from it all. I became fat and sick. I also lost all hope and stopped believing in God. Withches used to fly around my house in out-of- body experiences and create havoc for me in the midst of my agony.
But after years of this torture, God, whom I had cast aside and forgotten had not forgotten me, and He rescued me in a most unexpected and supernatural manner. Lesson: He never leaves us nor forsakes us.
It is amazing how many mistakes we make on this journey, and how many things we have to endure to become what we'll be in the life to come. But we know it all works together for good.
This morning I had J.W's come to my door. I don't know Dot, but the Word says in the last days His Spirit will be poured on all flesh. Believe this and trust in His workings. I know it's hard because we wish everyone could experince the joy and light of the Holy Spirit - there are NO words...but it's all in God's time isn't it
Thanks for sharing Dot. When do you see your doctor next? I'll be praying for you, especially that you don't need to see much of him.