shadowalker164
I was once asked what a cure for my drinking might look like. If I could have it any way I wanted, what would I have? I thought about it and came up with what I thought was a perfect solution.
I would be able to drink as much as I wanted to, as often as I wanted, get just as drunk as I wanted, and still have everyone love me. Oh, yea, and not go to jail.
No matter how I cut it, a solution always involved drinking, and drinking as much as I either wanted to or as much as I could. Any plan that threatened my access to alcohol was met with hostility by me. Until the obsession to drink was removed, I would not, could not see a solution that did not involve drinking.
That is the problem with a herbal remedy to drinking, it does nothing to change that odd mental twist that is the obsession to drink. When to do so will cost me everything, I would still go back to the bottle. Why would I do that?
The fix comes from the inside out, not the other way around.
Richard