I don't have a single thing against you Tansy on a personal level. I know your life is not easy and you are up against a lot.
So nothing I have ever said to you has been to cause you any personal harm. I try to keep in mind always with you that I know your life is hard and try to keep my responses as kind as possible although I'm sure I have failed at that in the last few days.
But just so you know, my life is hard too, and your respsonses to me haven't been very kind or sensitive either. The difference though is that I don't take this stuff personally. I know it's not personal. We just have different beliefs and see things very differently when it comes to the topics we've been discussing as of late, as well as lots of other topics I'm sure.
You and Rainy have really been bashing Loquat lately, and in all honesty, that really bugs me because I think the reason you both are doing that is because you both are still taking what he is saying personally, and IT'S NOT PERSONAL!!!
When Rainy says things such as I'm "very brainwashed, in danger of believing another gospel, falling into the lies of a cult which is nothing but demonically inspired and growing like cancer" and on and on, or if you support her in saying those things, how is that any different whatsoever than anything Loquat has said??? Please show me the difference! Because I can't see the difference. But you know what? I don't really care that Rainy said all that or that you support her in saying all that. I mean it's not enjoyable to hear those things, but I know it's not personal. I know Rainy would say the same things to anyone who believed just as I do. And so this is what you two can't seem to get, Loquat says the same things he has been saying to you two, to everyone else he sees supporting people like Benny Hinn, Mark Taylor, or whoever else like them. He will tell them they are being duped by false prophets, and everything else he told you both. So please, just stop taking it personally! He is saying nothing about what kind of a mother you are Tansy (which I have a hunch you are an amazing mother) or what kind of wife you are, or friend, or whatever else. He doesn't know you personally. He doesn't know Rainy personally. He doesn't know how much you love God, or don't, or anything else like that. He is specifically targeting your support of false prophets, as he sees them, and that is it. And he thinks anyone that follows, supports, or listens to people like that are deceived, gullible, etc. and so do I.
The things Rainy said about me today are very serious if they are true. If what she said is true, I am definitely in danger of ending up in hell. But if that is what she believes, that is fine, and she needs to say those things. It's good she is saying those things to me as warnings if they are true. And she needs to expose me if I am endangering anyone else with my dangerous beliefs, if that is in fact what they are.
So all I am asking of you both, is just please, puleeeeezzzeee, stop taking this stuff personally! Loquat is not some horrible guy for saying the stuff he has said the last few days. It's just what he believes. He believes you both are in danger with the people you are listening to. I also wish you both could understand personality types better, but Loquat's just not going to be the kind of guy that puts everything in sensitive language. Call that a fault if you wish, that's fine. Call it whatever you want, but I think I can safely say, despite anything else, IT'S NOT PERSONAL. But I can tell you both are taking it all so personally by what you are saying about him, making him out to be so horrible because he doesn't put his beliefs about all this in sensitive language, or that he says anything at all, because I think that is what you both really want, is for everyone to be completely silent despite very debatable material posted on here.
I'm not going to say after everything said about me today, that I think Rainy or you are horrible, I've lost respect for you both, you both have disappointed me, etc. I don't think any of those things!
But whatever, I feel like I've said way more than I should have again, and none of this will in anyway help anything probably, but I'll send this off anyway. Maybe somebody somewhere will understand it.