I had a feeling that the Lord was convicting Benny. Many are praying for him. Let's hope it keeps this time. He made a similar confession several years ago, but it didn't keep. He had too many friends he had to please, I'm guessing. It's not easy. I really feel that Benny loves the Lord. He fights with his flesh like so many of us do including myself. Please pray with me that God will complete the work in Benny making him the person He wants him to be. Please, let's not bring up the past. We all have a past. God wants us to forget the past.

"I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus." Philipians 3:13-14

Please don't hate. Rejoice that God is working in lives.