No worries. Bravo for fasting at the age of 18. That is awesome. It is better to eat a full meal instead of partial food, even a vitamin pill. When your body thinks food is coming in and only partial food comes in your body digestion system continues to work and if you keep eating that way, then starvation sets in. I am sure you will not eat again, but moms sometimes mom do care for their children, but sometimes they are doing it for themselves. Try and educate her in a subtle way that what we eat kills us but a fast with water only us rejuvenating. Tell her all animals are designed not to eat everyday, otherwise nature will fail.

Good wishes.

Archus