~~I just need to start posting everyday! Whether I fast or not. I'm doing this for accountability. I'm just facing my problems head on. I will keep copying and pasting this message and I will keep adding ""the new date and new weight"" each day. Although I am primary doing this upcoming water fast for weight loss, this fast will help stop my unhealthy eating and drinking issues, and cleanse my body and heal my body.

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5/30/17 233.9 pounds, 23 hr water fast, 4 oz of h2o, 1 mile walk

5/31/17 233.0 pounds, ended up eating and drinking alcohol lots of both, 1 mile walk, no water, this is an example of what I've done almost everyday in the past 2.5 years.

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6/1/17 235.3 pounds, so far 16 oz of water, will start water fast today

Ok today I will start my life, a healthy life, I am so addicted to food and alcohol and it has ruined my life. I have started my fast today, I positively will do 40 days or more. I have been addicted to food all my life, but out of control in the past 2 years and 5 months and gained 106.5 pounds in the past 2.5 years. I can't live like this anymore, I look like about to give birth to triplets, yet I'm really not pregnant. I don't want to go anywhere, I look soooo bad, I wish I could quit my job and go to a fat camp, but I have a good job and own a house so I cannot stop working. I have said I will start eating right, about 700 times in the past 2 1/2 years, and said I'd fast for 40 days about 100 times in the past year and a half and failed. I can't let another day go by, todays a new day 6/1/17 WILL FINALLY DO IT.