lovesolvesall
still feel I am peeling off layers of emotions as the
pounds shed. Some days are blissful, others are emotional. When you want to turn to food. Nope! So you feel everything. My rings are getting looser on my hands. I am still in 130s so I have along way to go. When I did my 36 day fast I started at 136 but I was all muscle and at the end I weighed 109. The end of a fast is very nice. I wonder how those people live who don't eat and fast their whole lives. I believe it is possible, but not sure the harnessing power of it. Maybe meditation a lot.
Questions for God while I'm fasting... They keep poping up periodically but then I for get.
1) What do you want me to do to live to my highest potential or good
2)
well I can't really remember any of them now but next time one pops in my head I am going to jot it down and see if its answered by the end of the fast.
weight: I think it was 131 or 132 this morning, not sure
starting weight : 146
symptoms: quarter size rash on tummy that was only getting worse has gone down to a dime size and is not just slightly red
white greasy tongue coat
truthfully not many symptoms right now
... I will be at day 11 in 40 minutes.. My original plan was 40 days, but now I'm think 27-33, but I will see how I feel at those days and if the healing I need hasn't occurred I will push forward and cancel my trip to florida
blessings and thanks for reading
namaste