Hi,
Some might remember i got mayor trouble at the dentist after having a molar filled 3 times still it failed got extracted but only after having a sinusitis due to this molar.
Now since health has been down, unable to gain weight, had 4
Antibiotics for my sinus etc, tinittis, and so on.
Let me inform you about some matter.
After my molar got extracted i went to a jaw surgeon, who took a panorama, and told me the
root canal i still had was quote ""not a really good one"" Since my former dentist was a dragon i left her, and went to another.
I told him what the jaw surgeon told me, and asked if he could remove the
root canal molar, this man stated listen i am a Dentist and i am telling you you can have that rc for another 20 years!.
Now in the mean time me being a religious person, trying to find God in all persons, i said to myself listen if God is working through this man he must be right. This state of mind was with me during all visits, what does this tell me?
Went to a acupuncturist eav he told me, most likely you have a problem at the extraction site of that molar, when i went to the hospital to an ent for my sinus, and told him what the acupuncturist said he laughed a little and ordered an x-ray for 6 months later, he told me my sinus looks pretty normal, even though permanent inflamed. Wants me on cortosteriods spray.
Now i knew already a jaw problem like cavitation dont show up on an ordinary x-ray, one needs an mri, also when an infection is present one is not to use cortosteriods nose sprays, but this is what he suggested me to use. Where is God in this one?
So went to another dentist he took another panoramic pic after my house doctor refused to get me one, she said dentist knows best. pfff
This 3rd dentist in one second could tell me there is an infection at my rootcanal, and suspects a fistula or sort of cavitation from my extracted molar going up in my sinus.
Now the thing is after looking back on my earliest panoramic, the infection shows on that!, my second dentist, and the jaw surgeon, should and did see this, and one did not name it correctly; just stated it was a bad tooth, my 2 dentist wanted me to keep it at least another 20 years.
There is way more fishy stuff to tell about my comunucations and interactions with these people, but not for now.
See the relations in this story, its just like they all work together to keep you sick and in the system, i find that one crazy thought, but the most sane when looking back.
From this experience wich i hope to evercome in the next year, i can conclude it would be not healthy to look for God in everyone, and just trust on whatever will be will be, i believe in Spinoza,s God the one whoe doesn,t concern himself with the fait and actions of human beings.(at least during their lifetime) after is anybody,s guess
Its a Dog eat Dog world and from now on i,m going to act accordingly, faith is nice, but thats about it.
Bye,
None of all these doctors or dentists went the extra mile for me, even for a second, wich is questionable and wrong i think.
If i was a doc and passionated about my proffesion i would go that extra mile, they did not hear the last of my voice i tell you.