How do I get better?

I have suffered for years from candida but found out about it in april and have since then avoided things that feed it and tried to get rid of it with antifungals and probiotics.

The antifungals and probiotics works in the sense that they kill the candida, I have felt way way worse than before I tried to get rid of the candida but I never got better over several months.

I havn't been able to tolerate any close to the amounts of probiotics and antifungals that most people take and that I have read in anti candida books, I can only take like 2 billion probiotics OR like 1/4 tea spoone of coconut oil and feel the effects but still feel okey, if I take more I feel too terrible to cope and I have tried that but after weeks of severe suffering I never got any better att all that way.

So now I have tried taking just a small amount of probiotics, like 2 billion and that have felt decent but I feel the best if I just eat a candida diet that avoids things that feed it but also avoid any antifungals or probiotics.

I am thinking maybe the best thing is to listen to my body and do what feels the best for it which will likely make it easier for it to heal beacuse it doesn't have to deal with so many toxins and I am much calmer and not in stressed, depressed or angry state like I am if I take probiotics or antifungals.

Have anyone had a similar experience and did it work to take it easy on the killing candida part and just avoid feeding it so you feel decent and calm enough to let your body heal and then later after weeks or months be able to add probiotics and antifungals when your body is in better shape to handle it, have this strategy worked for anyone and what are your thoughts about it?