Hi please don't think about suicide, we will find a cure, medicine and Science
evolve every year. You just have to be patient like me. Remember there is people that are blind, and people way worst. Life will get better always keep faith. Quick advice on what can help a lot for that problem.
1- Change diet. Most of what I eat is vegetables and lean meat, some fruits also (check FODMAP diet)
(No grains, no rice,no pasta,no bread,no sugar)
2-Take one probiotics everyday (BioK, renewlife, Florastor)
3-Supplements (NOW Glutamine, virgin cococunt oil, psylium fiber pills everyday) check the iherb website
4-Last but not least, alcohol and cigarettes are a big no no! there the worst for that smell
Take my advices
Its been 7 years I have that problem.
I have done lots of test with doctors but no problem found exept IBS...
It may be candida but not sure i tried the diet it helped a little
It may be rectal mucosal prolapse but no test I have done yet have found it
I will find the cure for sure ;)
Take care will update soon,