Sorry to hear about your illness and depression.
Have recently been looking into healing with the Emotion Code (don´t have any affiliations or anything to do with them!). Read about it on this forum and was happy to find out about this possibility of healing ones emotions, which I too believe to be the root cause of many sicknesses. From what I´ve read in the book "The Emotion Code" by Dr Bradley Nelson healing Depression has often been achieved.
Wishing you the best of health and Gods blessings.