This Just Might Be Karma 
stinkbomber
11 y
1,752
A bus journey, a very painful and cold 3+ hours, every second reminding me of shame and pain.
So i travelled to another city to meet a friend and on the way back, i had no idea what was waiting.
I got on the bus and found a seat alone, wonderful feeling. Then the bus driver gets on requests that those who have not been signed onto the bus get off and I had to. I then joined the back of the queue. Upon getting back on i was forced to sit next to a girl, wearing a loose bra like top. Because of the recent heatwave, neither one of us carried a jacket. She looked like she was going to the beach but most importantly the day was kinda cool and cold.
As soon as the bus left she put the ac above us on. I thought sweet because of the moving around i was kind of hot so i turned one towards me. Until about half an hour later i noticed she was cold and had started breathing OUT heavily sometimes. Then i looked at every other ac on the bus and only our one was on. The next 3hrs was me sitting there, understanding every second, that i am absolutely helpless. Too ashamed to ask her why she's freezing.
Note i had bathed just FOUR hours before, used Lynx Dry antiperspirant spray excessively.
I have no idea what to do any more. I can't keep a relationship with this and i want a family. My life is over.
Karma in the sense i MUST have committed atrocities in my past life. I don't deserve this torture otherwise.
- Re: This Just Might Be Karma #116323
11 y
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This is a reply to # 2,085,952Hey I'm so sorry to hear that. That's funny you mention karma bc I have asked myself that several times I must have done something so wrong in my past to deserve such a ugly humiliating issue such as this. This bo has consumed my life I'm always smelling myself and if someone sits by me on the bus bc I also take the bus alot to get to work etc. so if someone sits by me I feel like there's some hope maybe they don't think I smell that bad or maybe best case scenerio they don't even notice my bo. Ugh I don;t even know what to think anymore all I know is this bo has had a very negative impact on my life it's surreal. At work alot of people keep their distance will not sit by me so called friends say hi to me but will sit far from me to me those are not real friends. I know how you feel:(I just sometimes don't even want to wake up anymore the emotional torment of this bo is just too much people make us a joke think it's funny and think we are embarassing like do they think we want to live like this hell no we want to have normal lives like everybody else. I try my best to see the good in my life but this bo has fogged my mind with so much negativity. Then being a attractive female only makes things worse bc people can't believe someone so attractive could have such a humiliating issue like this. I have cussed people out and defended myself bc I am a very clean person probably cleaner then alot of the idiots that talk about me and laugh at my bo. I know I smell and I'm so embarassed by it sometimes I can't believe I leave the house bc of the humiliation that comes along with this bo but I always keep my head high and remind myself I have good hygiene like everyone else and have nothing to be ashamed of it's not my fault I have a bo issue I can't help, I take 2 showers a day, wear deordorant and perfume. Like some people literally hate me bc of my issue one of my coworkers said the other day I'm not sitting in this area no more referring to the area I was sitting in bc it stinks so bad I don't want anyone thinking I didn't take a shower. I wanted to yell at him and say you idiot you truely think I put makeup on and make myself look so attractive but don't take a shower he is such a mean person I can't stand him but I know God is gonna punish him. Alot of the people who have picked on me bc of my issue I have seen pay with God. Take care I know it's so hard it hurts so much emotionally. I just can't believe how cruel people can be it's surreal:(Advertisement
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- Re: This Just Might Be Karma BhsiahRD
11 y
1,730
This is a reply to # 2,086,302PM , I feel u! Ppl on my job keep their distance from me too. I confided in a friend who told everyone u stink and even my boss can't stand me because he thinks I'm dirty! It's so horrible that ppl would think I don't take a bath! I take care of myself as best I know how. I'm always checking my clothing and private areas for odors . Ppl close to me say they don't smell anything but always hold their nose around me...my boss is right along with them, it's just a matter of time God is gonna have to do something before my enemies do me in for good. They are good ppl but they can't help if my odor keeps us separated . They hate training me to do things, I always get trained last. I thank God I'm still working inspite of it all
- Re: This Just Might Be Karma bd57
11 y
1,562
MoreThis is a reply to # 2,086,302Well said I cant imagine what it would be like to go somewhere or not having to worry about how bad I smell just to be normal is all I ever wanted. I don't want to be nobody special just normal like everybody else.
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- Re: This Just Might Be Karma tiredofthis
11 y
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This is a reply to # 2,086,302Why don't you guys follow the low choline diet?. have you tried to eliminate choline from your diet? did you see the posted link to the choline contents in foods? are you aware that choline is not an ingredient therefore it is not on food labels and it's in thousands of foods so you have to very carefully read the lin from the USDA, the U.S. department of agriculture for the choline amounts in every single food, condiment, etc. wheat used to make bread, bread crumbs, grains, wheat flour,bran, barley are used in so many foods. that is why beer is not good to consume. Also spices (ie see mustard seed) soy in sauces, chips, nuts, soy lecithin in chocolate bars and cookies. choline in beer, nuts, cabbage, brocolli, flax, quinoa. foods you would never imagine. fried foods, fast foods, eggs, red meat, pork, processed foods all high in choline. Soy lecithin is on labels and is another problem substrate like choline and is used in many foods. eliminate these substrates (soy lecithin and choline). For example egg yolk contains 680 mg of choline. I have replaced eggs with egg whites which contain virtually no choline. wheat free cereals, fruit, most veggies, chicken, corn, are ok.
I have followed this list religiously and have seen almost 100 % improvement in eliminating all odors that have stuck to me for years. what a difference.
It is not that difficult. Because wheat and soy staple foods, gluten free, soy free, dairy free, wheat free foods are recommended and are available at health food stores.
see link http://www.ars.usda.gov/SP2UserFiles/Place/12354500/Data/Choline/Choln02.pdf
give it a try. it only takes a bit of effort and you will hopefully see a difference.
although some choline is required in daily diet, a nutritionist or dietician may be helpful. I am replacing choline with B2 as suggested.
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- Re: This Just Might Be Karma CursedAngel
11 y
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Hi I also thought about that. That maybe I also had done terrible things that's why life has given me a bad karma. My friends also keeps telling me I don't smell but by the way other people's indirect comments whenever I'm taking a bus or in mall I know I smell. It hurts that people will laugh and say mean things because they think I don't take a bath. Some people are cruel, we have to accept that. =(
- Re: This Just Might Be Karma BhsiahRD
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