When first finding out something was wrong, I gave in to a few unstoppable crying jags. Then I realized it was only making my eyes red and swollen... So I always try ~not~ to feel sorry for my damn self!
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Really I think there are a lot of factors that chink away at us. We almost need to have a good cry, like a release valve

I am not a sufferer but am a supporter of the effort to get this cured. My wife suffers and has cried many tears. I feel all sufferers have every right to with the downright neglect and abuse this condition has received from the healthcare system. Hang in and the truth will come out and a cure will be found. I won't stop pushing til it is cured.