I am suicidal because of extreme events. Examples - My house in seattle
sunk and is now worthless. I moved from San Diego a few years ago for a job promotion. My company went bankrupt. I am homeless, jobless and living in depressing, freezing seattle.

Any thoughts out there? I think I need to end it or try leaving things behind and move back to San Diego if I can get $ for a flight. Better to be homeless in warm sunny climate. My Depression here is so bad sometimes I go into convulsions