Lauray, I do not agree with the other posters.
Please read:
6 Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen:
to loose the chains of injustice
and untie the cords of the yoke,
to set the oppressed free
and break every yoke?
7 Is it not to share your food with the hungry
and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter—
when you see the naked, to clothe them,
and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood?
8 Then your light will break forth like the dawn,
and your healing will quickly appear;
then your righteousness[a] will go before you,
and the glory of the Lord will be your rear guard.
9 Then you will call, and the Lord will answer;
you will cry for help, and he will say: Here am I.
Isaiah 58 6-9 NIV
We would love to have you join us on our forum where we would be happy to help you as well as pray for you! There is hope. I have read many of your posts and you have already sought lots and lots and lots of other avenues of support as in counseling and other specialists. They have all failed you. You have written plenty of posts that verify this truth. Maybe the other posters have not read your past posts to the extend that I have. Please come and join us and request prayer. We would love to interact with you on our forum to explore with you something that you may not have tried.
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