I had a brief checkup at a county hospital. CBC, complete blood count, blood test did not show abnormality--according to the doctor--and neither did a urine sample. She didn't do a PSA, even though I told her I suspect prostate cancer, and that I had prostate infections and/or trouble a few years ago. I think she suspected I was a head case after my mentioning adrenal fatigue, etc. I need to be careful about what I tell allopathic doctors in the future, since I can't afford to choose my own doctor. Anyway, I am supposed to receive a follow-up viist with a primary care doctor for a more full exam. I did a PSA test about four years ago and I believe the number was 1.8 Some say it should be close to 1 and that mine was a little high. Others disagree. The man who Richard Schulze calls the "great nutritionist" (memory fails on the name) told me a few years ago that my PSA was good and maybe the cancer was in the spincter. He said one round of chemo would knock it right out, so I guess he is not a Natural Healing guy. I met him at the cancer convention given by the Cancer Control Society.
I feel a little better since I'm out of a toxic job, though the stress of having no clue how to pay bills is difficult. I woke up in the middle of the night recently feeling distraught over it, not knowing how I will make it. But I started doing EFT again, meditate daily, barefoot and do all the healing work I can think of right now. I believe I can truly heal body, mind and spirit but I need to develop a financial plan or think of some way to support myself. I am willing to work when I feel better but feel that returning to what I did before would be truly self-defeating.
I have a question about castor oil. When I returned to work 3 years ago I became lax on my healting. I have a gallon of castor oil in the fridge--I believe it is years old but it might be 2 and 1/2 years old. Is it still good to use for packs at night? Is it too old or rancid? Even if not as effective I would like to begin with it since I have it. Any suggestions will be appreciated.