#68716
"...is why these same higher ups keep deleting my messages!"
No. my sense is that the reason is, that your messages had no useful content, and were only inflammatory attempts to incite further disruption on this website.
If you don't want your messages to go bye-bye, my suggestion is for you to try putting some useful content in them, or at least don't make inflammatory statements.
If you want to send messages you're contemplating posting on CZ to me for prior review, I'll be happy to look at them, point out where I think your errors are, and in general help you to say nice things to people.