I hope no one thinks this in inappropriate. It's a song by Elliot Smith saying goodbye to his drug use. I don't think he did Rx drugs but that doesn't matter. I just hope you can relate to things like "this is not my life" and be happy to say goodbye.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=youtube_gdata_player&v=nabO_UXb6MM

Your not alone jboy. Were here for your venting needs. Reading your story helps me and I'm not withdrawling from drugs.