Went to the doctor a few days ago (Northern CA, Kaiser Permanente the researchers appointed by the CDC). Apparently I have been diagnosed Bipolar, Clinically Depressed, and Delusional. The doctor also said I was a danger to myself and others and proceeded to tell my worried father that I could kill myself at any moment (also explaining different ways to my father of how I could snuff myself out in detail). I was shocked. He thought Morgellon's was Meningitis and said it was only a 5 day infection. He said my lesions were infected hair follicles and the brain fog/concentration/cognition problems were all because of mass depression. My fiance' has this too and were happy that my mother believes us because everyone else thinks were crazy or on drugs. Suicide has been in both of our thoughts (my fiance and me) but I just can't bring myself to do it and put the burden on my family. My mom has been a big help since she said she's not going to stop until she finds a cure or lab to diagnose and treat this. She told me, "I'm not going to sit here and wait for something critical to happen a few years down the line and have the doctors say, well if we caught it sooner..." I'm glad someone is on our team. Anyone elses experiences?

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Kronically in pain

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