i understand this odor is terrible i have it too, i feel really bad a whole lot but i realized you hating yourself or isolating yourself is hardly the solution. you have to be up and on your feet to find a way out of it. go online do your research, read what people have to say about it, try out products and lets help one another. i have been reading this forum for a while now and a lot of it do make sense but we dont even try out what people suggest, i am about to start trying out lots of products and advice, if you dont want to stay like this forever you better try out, and there is a CURE for this but because it is a rare disease doctors and scientist dont give a damn, we have only ourselves lets help out. if you feel like you need someone to talk to, let me know by the way i am a 23 year old girl and yes i try to live a semi normal life, it helps