You have already begun the journey, my friend. Just possessing enough insight to recognize the urgency of this problem is half the expedition. The other half is going to involve the evolution of self. This means delving into the inner core of your conscious experience and examining the main sources of distress that may have elicited this condition onto you. Become aware of your position on this rotating planet and bring into realization the many fears, regrets, and anxieties that perpetuate this problem into the forefront of your thinking.
You are headed to college, a prestgious one at that, for a reason. You possess the ability to deduce rationally, think critically, and solve complex problems. However, despite these intellectual feats, your inner essence has been under intense scrutiny and conflict. Perhaps it is this very internal turmoil that has given birth to your intellectual talents. Either way, you need to dedicate your time to your studies, but simultaneously begin to develop a secure foundation for your inner being.
Try to determine exactly what it is that has been troubling you through the years that has allowed these crying spells, depression, and anxiety to take hold. Remember, the mind is a powerful control center for many bodily activities. Try to perform somewhat of a "spiritual evaluation" from time to time- recognizing what it is that you may be lacking- and compensate for that. There are 4 doctors that the human body demands. Happiness, Wholesome Food/Adequate Clean Hydration, Sleep, and Exercise. Supplements are exactly that which they are labeled- supplements.
Consciousness and awareness are going to become your best friends throughout this ordeal. These are your key ammunition. Nothing more. This unsightly condition is only unsightly because you are allowing the childish norms of society dictate your perception of beauty. I know what college can be like, especially when you are pushing for potential relationships and social engagements. But you need to remember that above everything, the girl/guy you are trying to get to know is only hmuan too. Fallible as anyone else and insecure as anyone else. In the end he/she will demonstrate interest in you for your character and never your physical features. Those who cannot embrace this will not be worth your time anyways.
Building oneself has been the most prominent of lessons learned thus far. Taking responsibility means just that. Ensuring that you are aware of eating time scheduals, sleep patterns, stress levels, bowel movements, toxin exposure, food intake, and mental sanctity. I do believe there is a PROFOUND connection betwee this "hypersensitive" behavioral pattern and
Seborrheic Dermatitis . I know because I can relate to your internal anguish. And here I am, on the SD forum. These depressive tendancies and social phobias must be controlled in order to excell beyond this hindrance. For me, the liberating factor has been the uncovering of TRUTH- in all of its many forms.
For now, you need to focus more on YOU. Who are you? Why are you here? Where are you going? Why are you afraid to face girls/guys with this problem? How has the social paradigm created this matrix of confinement that has entrenched you into believing that you are inferior because you have a skin disorder? You are intelligent but now you are called to be wise. Start by investigating your neurotranmitter status. These are like dopamine, seratonin... These affect your mood and mental nature. Your crying and the like could be linked to imbalances here. Also be aware of how food impacts your bodily functions. Items like food sensitivites, GMO's, hidden poisons and the such. Detoxification is also addressed by monitoring your bowel habits and ensuring your glutathione levels are adequate. EFA's... I'm sure you can find plenty of this advice on here, but my main response to your plea would be one of a spiritual nature that will buy you the time needed to grow as a person beyond that in which is only defined by your "
Seborrheic Dermatitis ".