the last few weeks i have been plagued by what i now think is the morena...

i have had IN A RUSH over the last 3 weeks...

headaches that got progressivl so bad i locked myself in my dark room... i even went to the er because it felt like my head was gonna explode!
major mood swings....its pretty bad when my step daughter wont even talk to me...
cramps...not to bad
bleeding...at any time....i cant tell u how many pairs of my fav comfy panties have been destroyed
mid back pain which i thought was because i was in bed all the time but now i dont know....

my biggest thing has been my eye sight...i have no explination for it. i wear perscription glasses anyway but in the last week my eyes have gone bonkers! its like double vision but it isnt its like a fog but it isnt...its like my eyes cant focus on anything and the skip around, i cant drive, i feel like im going to run into something at all times...

and the worst of all of it..
no energy...no drive to do ANYTHING.....i became so lethargic...if thats the right word...and spelling! haha anyway i didnt even wanna do laundry....or play with my infant child...and that is so not ME...i want to be better for her...so i can see her face without being nose to nose...so i can hold her without back pain... i meann i honestly was a point i didnt know what to do before i wondered if it would be my mirena...i was..embarassingly enough..thinking of other options because i thought i couldnt live the way i am now....
well..i refuse to let this little contraption ruin my life....
soooo mirena....say goodbye my little not friend!! my appt is this thursday at 530 pm.... hopefully it goes well...

thank you if u read the whole thing...its stupid but it made me feel better! lol