i don't know what to do. i have been trying to brainstorm for an hour as to how i can help this woman. she cannot be forced into an ED clinic as she is an adult, i'm not sure if that is the case with a mental institution either. i don't think it matters. she is so deluded she probably wouldn't accept help because she thinks this is god's will.

it worries me that she talked about in one of her videos about how she has issues with worrying and anxiety, sort of bordering on a lot of self-guilt. that is a terrible combination for an eating disorder. where is her husband? this whole situation is very confusing. i wish i knew who to contact so i could do something, though i don't think i can really do anything. but i don't want this on my conscience either.

i'm glad someone said she is lying though, because that's what i was thinking. there is no possible way she feels that good after all this fasting unless she is in euphoria because she's close to death. i can't believe she has allowed herself only 4 days in between the last two fasts. i can't believe she is still alive - she is starving more than people with diagnosed eating disorders do.

her poor children...

if anyone knows who i can contact or what i can do please help me, i'm young so i haven't dealt with this sort of thing before and i don't know how it works. especially over the internet.