Donnarose, please don't worry about giving back, as you already are giving so much in letting us know what you went through, and what you are doing to get well. It is amazing to have the strength and courage to do what you have done, and it takes a lot of fortitude to do your best each day. I got exhausted just reading what your daily routine was, so I am very impressed. We all want to see you get better, both for you as an individual and as the testament it will be to this program-to how nature can heal if a person gives it a chance. Don't feel a pressure to be online; the best gift you can make to this forum is to GET WELL.
Vernal