Hi TRACY! (from Mom) Here is a pictu... 
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Hi Tracy, I posted my response to you below but didnt realize it was so far down so I am re posting it here for you to see! Sorry about the duplicate. Love, Mom
HI Tracy!!!
SOOOOOO good to hear from you! As always you are a real gem for taking the time to do that for me. It has been a really really rough year!
I have included a link to my site that shows you pictures of my head! I had surgery on my head and it went HORRIBLY wrong! The idiot doctor used sooo much force that it caused trauma to my head and caused a Pyogenic granuloma. So I am BACK in for surgery again next monday to have IT removed! I have been soo sad, in pain, and depressed because of it. I've been like this since May 19th (which was the 9th year death date of my son).
Well....our money has TOTALLY dried up! I'm scared of losing our home.
The only GOOD thing that happened this year is that we've been fighting for custoday of my 14 year old daughter and so far things have gone well in court. The judge extended her visit here until August 1st, and the GAL (guardian at leitum) is coming out This Thursday and Friday to do a home study. judge will make a decision before August 1st to see if she gets to stay indefinately. My daughter has sadly, been VERY abused by her father...but because his father is a Retired COP and knows everyone in the system, he ended up with her. Anytime he abused her (left bruises etc...) the abuse got ruled out as "isolated incodent". YA RIGHT! How do you get 100 ISOLATED INCODENTS!
Anyway, we're out of money and health wise...I'm not doing too well and although my surgery was NOT on my stomach...i have had HORRIBLE stomach and gall bladder problems over the last year.
I contacted an attorney....he seems to feel that I have a good case against this idiot doctor that did this to me so we'll see what happens with that.
Tracy....thanks again for ALL your support and help. Your always there when I need you even if we go long periods without talking.
You are a wonderful wonderful human being....i only wish there were MORE of you here on earth! :)
Keep in touch!
Love,
Mom
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MoreThis is a reply to # 139,704Did I already have another wave spell this year??? I'm just wondering because this year too has been really hard, EXCEPT that on May 18th this year (1 day before surgery) we had court on my daughter and that went well...then about the last week of june we had court again and judge gave my daughter and extension of time for staying here. Other than that...it's been a rather rough year. Does it get better??? I hope? Like...do I FINALLY after all these years...figure out the winning lottery numbers????? LOL
Love Mom! :)- Revelation of Self Value... Tracey
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This is a reply to # 139,705Mom...when was your last wavespell??
I know your wavespell starts on Yellow Warrior - but I don't have my little calendar/book with me. They happen every 9 months...
Winning lottery numbers?? ha! Well...you DO have an opportunity to leap towards TRUE stability (within...that radiates out to the environment around you: house, money etc) right now...because Uranus is sextiling your North Node (where your soul reeeally wants to go! Stability, truly valuing yourself, inner security - which, when you have it affects your outer world giving you abundance on the material plane...security, $, outer security) - so yes, THIS spot is being activated in a good way in your chart - but it requires a leap of faith towards this inner security - truly valuing your Self! A risk of sorts...to step away from the 'desiring' aspect of your South Node (where you feel comfortable)...and into HAVING it all within.
It's radical and electric this aspect....Revelations and Ah-HA experiences can be had about all this symbolism....so if you have a revelation when you meditate on the above words....go with it and it can change everything...
love Tracey
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- *****oh my #$%$#%***** Tracey
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This is a reply to # 139,704Mom!
I just looked at the photos and.....I cannot believe it!! This is how they left you?? With this exposed brain-thing bubbling out? (sorry for the graphic image but....I cannot believe this!)
Okay...I have to go for lunch now...but I'll be back to respond!
love Tracey
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This is a reply to # 139,710LOL Sorry Tracy....I just had to crack up at your response! THANKS for the laugh cuz man did I need it! Fortunately it isn't brain mass...or I'd be dead right now. It is just REALLY swollen and inflamed tissue from the inside of my head.
IDIOT DOCTOR. (does it really look as bad in photo's as it does in real life???) I didn't think it looked as bad in photos...but by the responses I've recieved....maybe it is).
Love,
Mom- Re: *****oh my #$%$#%***** Tracey
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This is a reply to # 139,715Mom...well I'm glad I made you laugh!
It really is a crazy looking thing...that's great it's not brain (!) Is everything going to be allright? I mean, did the surgery fix whatever the problem was? (besides it not being done correctly and you have to go back in)
I wish you swift healing, Mom!
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This is a reply to # 139,719Hi Tracy,
Well I will let you know after the surgery how it goes. It isn't until monday at 9:45 am.
We'll see what happens. :)
Love,
Mom- Mom... Tracey
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This is a reply to # 139,721Sending you good healing energy for Monday at 9:45am!
Do keep us posted....(I'm sure there are lurkers who want to know, too!)
love Tracey
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This is a reply to # 139,704What a year is right, Mom!
Well...who knows what will happen with the case against the doctor - you do actually have a 'windfall' aspect coming up! I kid you not. I don't usually like to say things like this in case hopes are up and it doesn't happen...but it IS highly possible! Perhaps it will be that you win the custody case...whatever it is it is a 'change of fortune for the better'...something surprising and benevolent and just plain good! And it DOES have to do with the Law (Jupiter will be sitting on your Uranus...sounds funny, I know!)...interesting how both of these issues for you have to do with the Law and Jupiter is reeeally affecting your planets. Things will look up!
Also...I don't know why I didn't say 'head' problems as well because there seemed to be 3 options in the past year for health problems: abdominal stuff, kidneys and HEAD problems. (Saturn in Cancer - abdominal/stomach-anxiety stuff was squaring your own Saturn in Aries (head) and squaring your own Mars in Libra (kidneys...and the feeling of being beautiful!). Those three aspects were challenged this year...sounds rough, Mom...but the worst is over...
The summer and fall looks very positive with lots of benevolent Jupiterian energies around and the winter has a great sense of timing project start-possibility...good energies.
The surgery will go well and then it will almost be like it never happened because your Taurus Self gets a huge boost of positive guidance and energy to do with your Health and Self in August/September...
Right now Pluto is urging you to seek what you TRULY want for your life....he's telling you to not be afraid of going after what you want...if you resist change...change comes to you...so it's better to be the instigator of change!
If you're feeling like you need to do something NEW - just do it (there are a couple of influences here that are urging you to be true to yourself)...don't resist your impulse for new horizons...there is something that needs to change in the way you've structured your life...
That is crazy about your daughter and the 'isolated incidents' thing - jeeeez!!! argh-grrrr....it sounds like you will get custody which is good...(right...your values are about nurturing and protecting and that is being activated right now, too...)
I hope to hear from you, Mom, with an update...
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This is a reply to # 139,712Tracy Tracy Tracy....I just LOVE you! I wish I could just move you in with me!! If I were rich....I'd invite you to come live in my manchion! LOL Then hopefully you can keep me up to date with what is happening in my life...good or bad...at least I can prepare! LOL
Well...I surely hope your right...but even if your not..it sure was fun, uplifting, and inspiring to read. Made me feel better. I am experiencing HIGH anxiety with the up coming surgery so I really hope I make it through ok. I have to be awake for the surgery cuz I am allergic to anesthesia so this will really be quite the challenge. My hubby will be in with me helping to keep me calm...if that is possible.
i will definately keep you posted and let you know how the surgery goes. I'm scheduled for 9:45 am on Monday.
Thank you so very much for all your support, and love. It really really means a lot to me.
I hope that good fortune comes to me soon and lasts for a while. Usually when something good happens to me...it is followed by a TON of bad things. So I'm a bit scared. But we'll see. :)
Love!
MOM
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