Tracey
Oh Gracey!!
I feel for you! argh.....
I could probably dig up some dirt on him, if you'd like! (ha ha, I know...) Have you done the Partner 'astroclick' one as well? Were there not ANY challenging lines between the two of you? Hmmm...
He's a Gemini, right? Poor guy. (sorry all you Gemini's out there!) I mean...he probably loves his girlfriend AND he loves you!! (poor Gemini!) To him one isn't mutually exclusive to the other. He's having 'two lives' at the moment - lots of Gemini's do. And, from what I've heard it is reeeeally hard on them. They end up wondering who the hell they are that they can live at least two lives simultaneously! What's Absolute? To them everything seems Relative. Hmmmm....
So...well...not sure if that helps at all...but, I've had two Gemini boyfriends and they are soooo charismatic, they tell you exactly what you want to hear (they know!) and you believe them - and they MEAN it! But...they might just mean it with someone else at the same time, too! (didn't find this out until years later - if I'd known at the time it would have killed me! Just some 'kisses' apparently but still! I feel relieved from this distance, though, because I broke up with him....so I don't feel so bad about it now!)
Anyway...He's probably going through hell just like you, Gracey.
When you see him you're going to have to be strong because you know that you don't want to be the mistress! I'm sure you'll feel better when you see him...and you guys ARE going to have to talk a little (unless it is blatantly clear what's up)...about your situation if you're going to continue being friends and emailing...
I hope you feel better, Gracey - when is he coming?
love Tracey
xo