Hi you guys!

Well...I had 4 very interesting dreams this morning that, as I lay there mulling them over, realized were such clear representations of what is going on with me astrologically, right now. I'll post this here and the Astrology Forum...in case anyone is interested!

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Dream 1: I am on a huge ship on the ocean. Within the ship is a very very large contained body of water. I am in the water when all-of-a-sudden this HUGE and I mean HUGE gray Blue Whale starts to surface!! People start running and swimming away and I'm trying to get out of the way of this absolutely vast animal...I keep watching and as he comes to the surface more and more and more of him is revealed....he just keeps coming! He's about to slap his tail and the feeling is: uh-oh....he could smash right out of this contained body of water.

Ocean: Neptune/Pisces
Whale: Neptune/Pisces
On the Ship: Saturn - Structure
Contained body of water: Saturnian (contained/limited like we are living on Earth) & Water signs (Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces)
Gray with a touch of blue: I've had this colour in my dreams since my birthday in December. I always associate the colour Gray with The Hierophant as he has blended the Black and Whiteness into the wisdom of Gray. (whales=wisdom) The Hierophant and Chiron are one and the same symbols. The Hierophant is ruled by the number 5. My Saturn in Pisces conjunct Chiron in Pisces is in the 5th house.

*I feel like the intelligence and knowingness (whale) that is currently dwelling in the watery world of emotions & the subconscious needs to break out of it's present confines (saturn) and move into larger waters...The Collective Unconscious, larger spirituality...the Ocean of Oneness. I have Saturn in Pisces - and Saturn is currently in Cancer (in my 9th house of Higher Learning, Consciousness Expansion). All symbols there!

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Dream 2: My friend Aleta and my boyfriend Brock are helping me dismantle a structure. It's an old house or something and all that is left is the skeleton....2X4's and such and we're taking it a part. When we take breaks from the dismantling we Dance!! Aleta is a dancer and I dance too. In the dream it was like OF COURSE we're going to dance, move, express ourselves! The atmosphere was one of hard, honest work that needed to be done and fun and joy intermingled.

Aleta & Brock: Both Scorpios...which is ruled by Pluto. I, too, have many planets in Scorpio and Plutonian energies rank #1 in my chart.
Pluto & Scorpio: Death/Rebirth energy. Transformation.
Structure/skeleton: Saturn
Dismantling a Structure: Pluto conjunct, square or opposing Saturn.
Dance: Joy! Self-Expression! Pleasure! Very 5th house.
Hard work intermingled with fun & Self-Expression: Saturn in the 5th house. I've always said I'm serious about fun & self-expression and make work/learning fun too.

So here we have Pluto squaring Saturn symbolism and Saturn in the 5th house symbolism. Just so happens that Pluto IS squaring my Saturn for the first time and my Saturn is in the 5th house. My Chiron is 21degrees and my Saturn is 22degrees and Pluto is now at 22degrees! Woooo. It's started...The dismantling of my old Self! My mayan Challenge is Yellow Star (self-expression) and I've got Saturn in my 5th (fears relating to self-expression) and Aleta IS a Yellow Star...so there she is. Perfect.

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Dream 3: My friend Teresa's 7 year old daughter was in my apartment talking to me. The bone in her big toe was sticking out and all the flesh of the big toe had been dissolved away somehow. She was staring at her left toe and so was I. Very pointy white bone. Then, as if in a daydream she starts telling me this fascinating stuff: "It was a gas can accident....I was 19...in Beijing...P...Pol...Polpot...?...I was a boy"

hmmmm! Now I know that Polpot ruled over Cambodia not Beijing...but that's the dream! So, what do we have here? I've had psychic dreams with her before so this could be a bit of both. Like attracts like.

7 year old - she is a Cancer: Interesting how Saturn challenges ones Structure every 7 years (7X4....4 is Earthly and Physical world stuff and 7 is our spirit...so every 7 years we have to make our physical world and structure a clearer expression of our Spirit in order to feel good!) Saturn is in Cancer right now.
Big toe: Pisces rule feet.
Bone: Saturn (skeleton)
Wound: Chiron
*so here we have all in the wounded big toe with bone sticking out: Saturn & Chiron in Pisces! (which I have)
Gas/fire/conflagration: Fire signs (Aries, Leo, Sagittarius)
Death: Pluto (Pluto is in Sagittarius right now)
Death in a foreign country: Pluto in Sagittarius (Sagittarius rules far-away foreign places)
Boy: Yang signs (fire or air)
Polpot: Power hungry (Pluto), death oriented (Pluto)
19: Interestingly enough I am in a 19/1 year right now!!

So...here we have the same symbols and planets again! Pluto in Sagittarius is squaring my Saturn & Chiron in Pisces....starting a huge transformation process...the old is dying...in order to be reborn anew!

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Dream 4: I am talking with an older woman about astrology. She knows the language too! I talking about my Saturn and Chiron in Pisces and how they are being activated right now. We discuss our similar Sagittarius planets in common, too. I talk about my introverted planets...

Pretty straight-forward! The whole series is about the process that is happening within me right now. I have been conscious that the major opposition in my chart (pluto/uranus/mars in virgo 11th opposing my saturn/chiron in pisces 5th) is beginning to be activated (around my birthday)....but I haven't looked ahead to see exactly when happens when. I don't do that. I like to have no expectations with the planetary energies and just feel them as they come. Well, it's here! Loud and clear! This transformation will last for about 6 years! Jesus. But, it is the main reason I came here this time around....this Virgo/Pisces opposition contains ALL the gunk from previous lives lived...and it is my evolutionary intent this time around to transform the whole mess!! And it's a-happenin'!

As preparation for this big deal I had Pluto conjunct my Sun and Venus from 1999 to 2003...which totally transformed me! I planned it well, I'd say!

Anyway...I know this was long...but it might shed some light on combination astrology and dreams for those of you who are interested!

much love,
Tracey
I'm in a Blue Planetary Night year this year too....how appropriate is that!