To Yemaya...re: Reiki last night 
Tracey
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Yemaya!
Wow. I have to say that I don't know what time you actually sent me Reiki but I have to tell you my experience yesterday.
Two of my girlfriends came over at 5pm and we talked and talked and talked until about 11pm. (pacific time) The energy was electric (but it usually is when the three of us are together)....but they kept saying that I was 'on fire'! (inspired, ideas overflowing...) That I seemed different somehow. Hmmmm! I had totally forgotten about you sending me reiki and probably between 7pm and 9pm I kept on holding my solar plexus area...totally unconsciously. Arching back and holding that area with both hands! Like I was overwhelmed. Well, finally someone said, 'you keep holding your solar plexus area!' and I realized that, yes, I was! Usually I'm a heart-chakra-holder! This was totally new. Then, still forgetting about you sending reiki - one of my girlfriends read from 'Agartha - A Journey to the Stars' about the Solar Plexus Chakra and what it represented. It was artistic Creativity and Self Expression and confidence, self-esteem etc etc. As she was reading the meaning my other friend was watching my face as I had the dawning that you had/were/was sending me reiki just for that purpose! I was totally dumb struck as I realized what was going on! It was sooooooo cool! We checked the time and it was 9:08pm (pacific time). So....I don't know when you sent it...but I was sure receiving it, Yemaya!!
Thank you soooooo much! wow.
So, just now I asked Brock if he felt anything different yesterday - and he said that he got a headache around 4pm! (shit) It's unusual for him to develop a headache later in the day. (!?) Then it went away around 9pm. The whole thing was odd. Odd that the headache came and odd that it went away. hmmmmmmm. He's a tough one I tell you! (resisting? or releasing the block activated it? hmmmm)
Anyway, just had to let you know....it was a great experience for me and I'm going to take it with me!
loveTracey
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Yemaya!
Just have to let you know that you were up against some big 'migraine planets' as I call them. Yep. Just looked up what was going on yesterday and today (he has a slight headache today too) and, sure enough, there are a bunch of planets ganging up on Brock!
You see...he has, what I have realized, planets in certain signs in challenging aspects to each other in his natal chart. I've done some research with other migraine sufferers and have come to the conclusion that if you have either Saturn or Mars (or both) in either Aries (head/agression) or Capricorn (restriction) and they are squaring each other (challenging energy) then most likely you're a migrain sufferer. So....whenever the Moon goes into either Aries, Cancer, Libra or Capricorn (signs that all square each other) then you're more likely to get a migraine. (one can't be sure though because there are sooooo many variables at play each and every day)
It turns out that yesterday and today the Moon is in Aries....AND there are three planets in Cancer, including Saturn (ugh)...I am soooo hoping that the next year isn't one huge headache for him! (since Saturn stays in Cancer for quite a while!) hmmmmm.
Just had to let you know...
Thanks,
Tracey
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This is a reply to # 137,500Hi Tracey!!!
Well i started to send to you and hin around 12:00-1:00 am..my time...so yes about 9:00-10:00 your time (victoria right?)
It was before bed... and while I was doing it I fell asleep!!! I woke up and felt really bad..and am going to send again tonight...(before I lay down with the lights off!!)....
The energy felt strong though.. and I had a thought about your boyfriend... but I cant remember.... I think it was something about the right side of his body (male,father,action)..... or his kidney..... ummmmm.. well I see if it comes up again tonight!
I will do it around the same time... between 9-11..your time....
I have a headache too!! I also have felt really sick and "off" since last night.But It might have to do with my boyfriend...we're are having a serious serious probelm... and I have no idea what to do....
Relationships are so confusing to me.... What house rules relationships?.... maybe it might give me some insight!!
anyways..Im glad that the energy was so good for you..... Tonight Ill do specific chakra energy work...it feels great....and then it is easier for me to get info to give to you guys....
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Yemaya!
That is soooo interesting! So at 9:08 when I had this dawning realization (I DID wonder....is she doing it right now??)...you were probably sending it! cool. AND Brock's headache stopped around that time....so that is ultra positive! excellent.
Interesting what you say about his right side...I will tell him and get him to think about it. Also...kidneys! Interesting. I always equate the kidneys with the water signs/scorpio! Because in chinese medicine the kidneys are related to 'water' (which scorp is)....and the emotion that goes with them is Fear. Hmmmm...That is great that you got that! OOooh and the kidney 'jing' (I think it's called) is what you genetically inherit from your parents and it can't be changed. It's the amount of energy you have...and your constitution kind of. Wow. Goes with the right side stuff! We'll do some thinking!
Thank you soooo much! (exciting about tonight too! yay!)
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The Relationship house is the 7th house.
Your Relationship house doesn't have any planets in it - but there is action there! Seems you like the 'leo' type....expressive, creative, out-going, warm, lots of fun. Your North Node is there meaning that in your past life (1st house where the South Node is) you were aloof (Aquarius) and kept to yourself. Did everything for yourself. Self sufficient. Independent (scientist? equal rights humanitarian type?). Well...in your last life others helped and supported you.....in this life it's your turn to help and support others. Partnerships are important....one-on-one relationships where you are giving....like the rays of warm sunshine, for others to bask in. It seems natural to give and share. That's where you're leaping towards in this life. Towards relationships.
Read what it says about Saturn in Libra. Libra is all about Love, sharing and relationships. Saturn is Fear and basically your Life Lesson. This is definitely what you wanted to learn about this time around. Relationships! For some reason, in your past lives you never got that quite down. This life is the time to do that! You may have a fear of commitment? Hmmmm. That Saturn is in the sex, your partners money, and transformation house. It's the intense house. (!) Time to dig down into the depths of your psyche and see what's down there...as you get older remember that Saturn becomes your Focus! (when you're younger it's more difficult and feels more scary) So soon you'll be reeeally good at relationships, focused on them, good at them. Plus Saturn in Libra confers artistic talents on people! yes. Painting (your visions of what is inside you?), beauty, love, harmony...that's all there for you.
See that circle with the cross in it in the 7th house? That is your Part of Fortune. It is a successful spot if you follow your intuition towards it! It's in your relationship house. Here's what it says about your Part of Fortune in Leo:
In Leo
Cultivate enthusiasm, generosity, and optimism. Focus on self-mastery for you will find joy in being a source of inspiration for others. You understand that everyone must find their own path and therefore you lead by example and walk your talk. You give for the sheer joy of giving, without any expectation for a return. There can be great achievements that result from the focused direction of your abundant creative energy.
Excellent!
7th House
Your greatest joy comes from the committed relationships or partnerships you form with others. Your fortune is in unity. You have the gift of putting others in touch with their own sense of well-being and happiness. You are sensitive to the needs of others and have an innate sense of win-win diplomacy. Cultivate a union with your self and gift this world with that harmony. It is those people with whom you form committed relationships that will either highlight your path to fortune or bring your fortune to you.
Woweee....so you see it's available to you Yemaya!
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- this astology stuff is awesome... yemaya
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This is a reply to # 137,503Tracey!!!!
This is making more sense to me...
my problem with my boyfiend (in short) is this....
when we met he smoked a ton of weed.... I told him I couldnt be in the relationship with someone who does that...so he cut down to 2X a month (before it was 3X a day!)....
This is where it gets tricky.... I grew up with an addict mom, and a chronic weed smoking brother... So now... i am doing my very best to heal these parts..and not get trapped in the cycles...
My BF doesnt see smoking a little bit to be a problem... For me it is... especially with my history... so he has decicided to go see a spiritual psychotherapist about it... and see what he can dig up...
In the mean time I still get upset when he is gets even a little high... Im trapped in the old"i want him to want to change" idea.. but we are moving out of this student rooming house..into our own place.... and I am freaking out.... I got so upset with him today..because he had a drag of a joint when he went out last night...
His bit is that he feels terribly controled (his mom and all his old girlfriends focused on the same issues..and he says that he wants to be free to make his own choices)..... I cant seem to let him do that...one because of my up bringing..and two.. I dont want to be trpped in my cycle of being around drug/alcohol users...
All evidence points to him being open to change..or explore this deeper... I feel like i want the garuntee that he will change....
anywayyyyys... I have been having reacurring dreams where he acts hurtful..and is cheating on me.... like he does really mean things in my dreams...and it really drains me.... But in real life...he is supportive and open, he does so much amazing stuff for me... and we love each other.....
yikes...I guess that was long.....
I am trying to figure out if I should call it quits..or if I should focus on me for a little see where he goes with the therapist and reacess in a couple months?
ummmm... I guess I am asking for some help....
I did our charts.... he is September 29 1976 11:57 am...
and we have alot of positive stuff.... but there was one bit about how we bring lots of growth and learning to each other...
maybe you can help me figure some of this out if you have a chance...
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Yemaya!
I see the culprit loud and clear!
Pull up your chart.
Check out the 5th houes (of love affairs - by the way, when did you two get together? Was it sometime in 2001? Or after June 2002?). See the green planet moving around the outside (anti-clockwise) of your 5th house? That is Saturn (O the malefic! He gets a bad wrap, but as soon as you're aware of his presence he's much easier to deal with! It's all about learning lessons).
Saturn has been transiting your 5th house since about 2001. (fully in 2002, though) Saturn transiting the 5th can bring you a serious long-term relationship. (5th house represents love affairs - which are fun, pleasureable, creative...it's not the marriage of the 7th house) But, right now (since June 5th...is that when you really started to get antsy?) Saturn is squaring your natal Saturn in Libra! So...this is all about your relationship. Pruning it....or even leaving it if it isn't what you want. Saturn squaring Saturn happens every 7 years. It's kind of like a re-assessment of the Structure you've built up around yourself. Since your natal Saturn is always in Libra, you can be sure that these 7 year structures will probably have something to do with your Relationship Structure. (the harmony within, beauty and art as well!). So now is just a time to take a good look - what you're doing - and see if this is really the relationship you want to be in forever. (not saying that relationships have to be forever, but if you KNOW you don't want it to be forever then it's wise to move on, you know? I'm a big fan of relationships lasting however long their supposed to last so that each person gets what they need, but no longer! ha. Typical Sagittarius I guess)
So, prune your Structure Yemaya! Take a look and go with your intuition. Interestingly your boyfriend's Libra Sun is sat upon by your Libra Saturn...so he would feel restricted...his freedom's restricted by your rules about his smoking pot. You may be a good Teacher for him...or Authority...if that's what he needs...
I haven't looked at his chart yet, but that was the first thing that stood out. His Sun and your Saturn conjoin. Definitely karmic. You two have definitely had a past life together (most likely been married before)...so you two are probably working something out together that is in need of being worked out. You're highly intuitive, Yemaya...so just go with your instincts!
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This is a reply to # 137,509well we met june 2002... have been together ever since...
i am really confused...because my intution seems to say 2 things...one is leave..and one is work it out....
but i guess they both arent comming from my intuition... but I have noticed that since we have been together I have had a really hard time connecting with my heart.....
I feel like I am really scared to be in love...and I would rather throw the whole thing away...
but then i also feel like Im young and want to experience more......
He just came home for a little and we talked but he is clear in his position that he doesnt want to be "controlled" and he wants to do what he likes (within reason).... but that If I cant be with that then I have to let him know..... i feel like neither of us want s to be the bad guy...but i also feel like my heart is being ripped apart......
this is so hard....
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Yemaya! Where was your boyfriend born?
Just checked his chart and unless he was born in some radical place which makes him have a Pisces ascendant or something I don't really see any problems with drugs here. Neptune rules drugs and alcohol and his Neptune is just nicely aspecting a few of his planets (not in a challenging way). I mean, yes, he could DO some drugs - but it doesn't seem to be abusive or harmful, really. Unless...does the pot bring out his Intense nature more?? (he's more intense than most Librans because he has Pluto sitting right next to his sun!)
Hmmmmm. I checked your Synastry chart...and see that you two have a total Love bond. (your Venus sits on his Mercury - you love/value his mind, ideas, the way he communicates. And his Venus sits on your Sun showing that he totally loves YOU). Thing is that this relationship is verrry karmic and you two really want to learn something. An old lesson. His Saturn (lesson) is in your Relationship house....so from your perspective it's more serious than you'd like it to be. Like you have to learn a @#$% lesson or something. He feels like he's learning a lesson from you too. (your Saturn on his Sun) So, in terms of your Life Experience it is good because you're learning stuff you need to learn from each other.
Hope this helps in some way, Yemaya...hang in there...Saturn squaring Saturn can be challenging! Maybe now that you know it's happening you'll just look at what's not working in your life and do some pruning. (on all levels, work, structure, relationship etc)
Saturn squaring Saturn
Energy begins to be felt June 5, 2003
July 6, 2003 (peak)
comes back a bit in March 2004 then leaves. Transit is over.
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This is a reply to # 137,503Could the problem that Yemaya sensed on Brock's right side be his liver? Just a thought.
That was some powerful telepathy going on last night!!
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- hmmm HealingHearts
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This is a reply to # 137,500Hi Tracey,
I don't know if you read my "wow" post down yonder there, but I was wondering on this energy that I have been feeling today and yesterday. I don't suffer headaches or migraines (sometimes a rare sinus headache but that is all), but I have been feeling this shift of energy. Like something big is going to happen. For me it seems to be spiritual as well as a creative pull.
I'd be interested on what your take is on that one.
Cuz I sure feel it big time. :D
Thanks :)
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This is a reply to # 137,505well i just spoke with my boyfriend...... and he was saying that almost every couple he knows is having problems...
mabye the mars in retrograte thing too....
My boyfriends mars is in Libra(in his 11th house) and mine in sagatarius....(my tenth house!)
I still dont know what I mean by this but as i look and write more i seem to get it....
I had no idea that astrollogy was so right on.... do you have any recommended reading tracey?- astrology books one needs Tracey
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Yeah, every time Saturn changes signs (every 2 1/2 years) people feel it! It takes a while to get used to the new energy (Saturn can be challenging)...and if someone has some planets in signs that square the new energy then eeeeeek! It throws everyone into confusion and relationships get rocky.
Hmmmm....reading?
The main astrology book that I have is by Robert Hand and it's called 'Planets in Transit'. It has every combination of transit possible. For me, it's the only book needed. That and an ephemeris. (that's the book with all the numbers and symbols...tells you what degree all of the planets are at every day - "The American Ephemeris for the 21st Century 2000 to 2050 at Midnight" and the 1900 to 2000 Edition at Midnight too)
Oh and I just love 'The Divine Triangle'...it mixes numerology, tarot (Rider-Waite deck) and astrology all together! It's amazing. Don't need much more!
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This is a reply to # 137,515Saturn was last in Gemini from August 11, 2000 until June 4th, 2003.
You would have had a helluva time, HH, back then. Especially August to December of 2001. Then April and May of 2002. ick. You had it comin' at you from both angles! Power struggles in relationships, challenging relationships. Control issues. Woah. A dark time indeed. Crumbling structures galore (for everyone too because it was Saturn opposition Pluto in the sky - the whole 911 thing - and some people were more affected by it - their charts were more suseptible to the energy - than others).
Thank goodness we started the rebuilding! From August 2002 until October 2002 we had respite. But then it got bad again (Pluto/Saturn came back full force in February/March 2003)...and now, finally, we can breathe and rebuild our lives! New opportunites. New Life! New Structure!
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Hi!...
Just wanted to let you know that I would love any advice or thoughts on the back and forths that tracey and I have been having.... the relationship stuff.....
I feel like a bit of a whiner.... but I need all the help i can get right now!!
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This is a reply to # 137,522Hi yemaya, :)
Umm well.. we do have free will to do with what we can in our lives. I also stink at giving relationship advice because I have been divorced for 5 yrs. lol But I have had time to sort out on my own what I do want and don't want. Perhaps you need that time to reflect on what you do and don't want. I know you are questioning in your head, do I want this, is he really going to change or not? I had a hard lesson to learn and that was while I can change me, and have changed by far over the yrs... my old boyfriend's and ex husband haven't changed as much as I have. I also learned that I can't change everyone, (trust me, it was a hard lesson to learn) and when I did, it slapped me rudely in the face. He has to want to change himself, for himself.
Wait and give yourself time to see if it is truly what you want, and also see if he does change. Maybe now you know what you really need, and it may or may not be him. I think you wrote that in your post, so you do in your heart know what you want. :)
This is about the only help that I can offer you, it may sound riddlish, or talking in circles, but I can't think for you nor tell you honestly what to do. But if you sit back and think about it, take some time out, and re-read your posts, you may find out that you already answered it yourself. Maybe you guys will work out. Or maybe you truly need to have all of it out of your life because of your history. I know for me, I can't have someone who drinks to be in my life. I grew up with an alcholic mother who killed herself at the age of 47 by drinking, and I drank for a few yrs really bad myself and then I took myself to AA and I haven't drank since, that was 12 yrs ago and I'm only 33. I have even dropped boyfriends and dates when I found out that they drank. I just don't need it in my life and I know that I do very well without it. :)
Take care, hugs to you and good luck hun. :)
HH
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This is a reply to # 137,518Yes, that seems to be about right.
I wasn't in a relationship at the time, but my grandmother passed at the end of July. I think the 30th or 31st. Her funeral was Aug 2nd. And yes my whole entire life changed. She was my main link to my mother who passed in '95 so I felt like I lost the rest of my world litterally. But then it was a reading from her in May of 2002 that led me on my path that I am heading towards now.
Me doing readings (besides my reading that she was in) started the weekend of Memorial Day weekend. I deliberately stayed home, because that was always the weekend I would go and see her. So after my reading from her, I had my "insight" and had started reading for others the day after. First week of June 2002 I took my Usui reiki I class which I had my vision of God in my attunement that day and he told me "welcome Home". So I have been on a rollercoaster this yr and last yr.
As far as 9-11, had I not listened to my guides, I wouldn't be here today either. They closed down all of our Big Three Automotive plants and headquarters in Detroit and I-75 was jammed packed with people trying to get home in a panic. I had no idea why that morning, but I got up, shut the clock off and went right back to bed. Then I woke up and saw the headlines on msn. More than likely, I would have died on I-75 trying to get home. Talk about Divine Intervention.
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This is a reply to # 137,523Wow!
Did people actually die on I-75? Glad you're intuition is so strong! Isn't it amazing what spurs us onto our paths? I just love it all.
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This is a reply to # 137,525I don't know if they did or not. I remember there was some bad traffic accidents because of the panic here, but news was more filled with the Twin Towers and such. I just know that after sitting there thinking about it, that would have been the only reason why my guides said stay home. I listen to my guides, sometimes it is very soft and I still miss it, but that day it was Crystal C.. I just didn't know why until I saw everything on msn and CNN that day and then it all made sense. And I'm not one to miss work either.
But, it sure was unnerving with it all.
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