I became very aware of the other side while I was working 16--18 hours a day over the course of the last month. I have always known, since my NDE, that my every move and intention is recorded in 3D. I know we have a host of spiritual beings that surround us at all times.... I am also aware of other-dimensional beings that may want to tinker with our lives... We are in a kind of 3 D video game for other spiritual and other dimensional beings and we are constantly being played... The only way out of this game is to refuse to play in it next time... Refuse to fall back into a carcass that dies again... When enough of us refuse... the system of death and dying ceases... I am not saying we need to off ourselves... because that will tempt our souls into wanting to fall back into a body again. Go out of this world as joyfully as you can... and keep a firm intent of not coming back... The God of this world is a brute... He gives you what you deserve... The God of timelessness is love... and love will give you what you want... Don't want death and dying any more and you don't have to do death and dying anymore...

The only God worth giving your energy to...is love.. Don't get tricked with the lesser God's morality garbage... We are just chemistry experiments to the lesser God(our higher self) and we collaborate with all of the lesser God when we want to play in time... to learn what death and dying have to teach us... but the lesser God is as callous as a kid with a matchbook and a can of gas torturing ants in an ant-hill... Our higher self doesn't give a crap if we are broken hearted or in pain... Be cognizant of these lesser spiritual and supernatural beings... They are playing you like a SIMS game for their amusement...

There is a loving being that is waiting for us when we leave this world... When you are asked what you want to learn next... tell the God of this world that your soul is through with learning the lessons of death and dying... and that you want to learn lessons beyond death and dying... There is plenty to learn there... We don't just sit around on clouds when death dies... There is a vast array of learning not connected to death and dying... but it is like telling a kid don't... or putting a do not enter sign in front of the curious...

Back in the dimension of time your ancestors will surround you; while they can not feel your pain and cheer you on, they are still part of the problem... They are playing the game too... Only when we rebel against those that rebelled can we move beyond death and dying and then and only then can we move on to other dimensions of learning where there is no sickness or death... I am telling you that these other worldly beings tinkering with our lives will mess with us until we do exactly as they would want us to do for their amusement and learning... We are being played... Sometimes we see through the veil...into the mechanizations of their game... It is high time for our bodies and minds to recognize this tinkering and move beyond the game our soul would have us play...

Break the program... Live joyfully... Forgive yourself when they only throw you a bone and you need more... Hold within you yourself the spiritual awarness that you are being played... Change the internal moral dynamic of self judgment by knowing you are being pushed around in your life for their amusement... Forgive quickly and forget all harm...forgive even yourself... When you don't ovecome whatever obstacle your higher self is putting you through...it is because he has raised the pain threshold for you just like a child who rips the wings off of a locust to see if it can get out of a box and then is suprised when the spinning locust dies who can not summon the ingenuity to crawl out of the box. Our higher selves feel no pain. They have no empathy for our predicament as they are attempting to perfect us through their torturing the body and mind through their self imposed torture. They do not feel our pain.

Our higher self is a spiritual imp compared to the love of Love...
Return only into any body where death is vanquished... It is a mean game our higher self is playing with our carcasses... If you have grown up enough not to be enamored by torturing insects then do some more growing up spiritually and then quit torturing human animals and burying them under your ego... believing you can do love better than perfect love...

I was revealing even more info when a message popped up on my computer and then my paragraphs were erased and became unrecoverable. It is such blatant physical manipulation by spiritual beings... There are two ways to eliminate the enemies of truth... One is to kill them outright and the other is to make them the fool... I was being lured into death but did not take the bait...so then now I expose the spiritual tinkering and other spiritual or dimensional beings manipulate my words to prevent me from revealing their game... So I am to be the fool....