Good sign. Hold off on them for a while now. Time to rebuild. But you did pass something, hasn't shown up yet that's all.
Hard to do these things with a smile on your face. That's the mental part of it. You're also caught in the mental aspect of the medical propaganda.
You've been told your whole life that it's hopeless. You're going to be sick, you're going to be sick, you're going to be sick. Check with your doctor, he'll tell you if you're healthy. Annual physical. Got to get this checked, got to get that checked, oh these diseases are so ruthless, they come out of nowhere and lay you low and there's no hope, no hope, no hope. Don't you care?? Are you not a responsible person??? How dare you not check with your doctor, how dare you not get your full ration of vaccinations and drugs, how dare you be healthy without our permission. Don't you know you aren't smart enough, you lack our highly trained and masterful knowledge of how to handle all these freightening diseases. How dare you live without us....You're too dumb...You need us - we're your savior....
Tough to break through all that. But break through you must. And you're well on your way to doing so. Yes, lowly little you are now smarter than all those highly trained robots. The genocide masters.
YOU put the message on you. In "It's Not Illegal" I get into the mental attitude a bit. What it all comes down to is WHO is going to program you??? Are you going to do it or are you going to let "them" program you? It really IS that simple.
Nerve energy can be measured the same as electricity can be measured. That's the blips you see on an EKG and the waves you see on an EEG. They're measuring nerve energy the same way they measure electricity.
However, nerve energy is SMART, its intellegent.
Here's the problem. Nerve energy will do what it's told to do. There is an essence that is literally on the nerve energy that tells it how to manifest. Who puts that essence there??? Who programs that nerve energy?
People have been convinced that they MUST have someone else program them. That they are dumb. And to start life you are indeed very dumb educationally. You NEED information.
Here's your choices.
YOU can seek truth, test whatever information comes into you life, look at it real close, compare the words they speak to the actions they do and results of their information. If the infornation is accurate and works when applied you can embrace it.
OR, you can accept whatever information comes into you life as "that's the way it's supposed to be". Be politically correct in your thinking and actions. Do what "they" want you to do. Which isn't all bad. You'll live 60-70 years have a variety of illnesses, be heavily mortgaged, work hard, play some, and exist in a not too bad world.
The difference being WHO programed you... You or them?
And it's not even a question of finding yourself. My generation was good on that one. "Oh yeah, I got to go find myself" then go off on some mountaintop somewhere and meditate with the Yogi's. Dosn't work... There is no "finding yourself". What there is is figuring out what YOU want to embrace. Truth or lies. Who do YOU want you to be.
WEll, that should be pretty easy. Of course you want to be healthy and active and creative, want to have a job you enjoy, want to be of help to your fellowman, want to raise your family, acomplish specific goals in your life. OR do nothing and just enjoy the scenery of it all (It IS a pretty little planet).
Whatever you decide it should be YOUR decision.
What do we have instead? Conditioning...Repitition, repitition, repitition. Conditioning. By who? The people that want you sick, that don't want you to be able to think for yourself, that literally want to program you from cradle to grave. Why would they want that? Ahhhhh, at last we get to the ultimate question. Answer: "They" are scared of you....Why? Because they are the ones conditioning you, because they want slaves. It's an ego thing... Can't help but feel sorry for those people can you?
Repitition. Since day one that's all you've heard. It's hopeless, diseases are a mystery, trust us we'll bring you through all this. Lies, lies and more lies. But, it's a pretty easy life going down that road. We're all guilty of the lazyness that induces.
So how do you program you??? The same way they programed you. Only program with truth not lies. Repeitition. Program yourself to be normal. After all, it IS normal to be healthy. Just keep that mind-set and watch what comes into your life. Test it and you'll be surprised how good it works. All you want is "normal" and at this time in history "normal" is very rare and quite an elevated state to be in compared to the place where people that embrace the lies live in.
Normal is fun, and healthy and exciting, the sun shines all the time within your own self. It's the only way to fly and what all the great prophets of old talked about. There IS a way.
Too bad you have to turn your back on a good part of society nowdays to do that.
Attitude. It comes down to what message is on your nervous system. There's going to be a nessage on it. If YOU don't put it there you're subject to whatever "they" want to put there. Thus, you've heard me say many times - Get mentaly tough. Which basicaly means be on guard for any lies to get into your system. When you discover the lies that they have put in, kick them out, replace them with truth.
Didn't mean to get off on this rant but I hope it helps.
See it perfect - you know - NORMAL...
You're doing great. Carry on.
Doc Sutter