wenzdaze
I have been bulimic since I was 14. It started out as a diet to look skinny. It was easy at first until I got so used to it. It was more of a control/panic attack thing. It kills you SLOWLY.
I am 25 now. getting panic attacks, nausea and constipation due to this crap. I have no life now. Dropped all my clases and work at a bad job. I feel very dumb because all my life I have thrown away everything to throw up hours a day. I have no friends and I don't enjoy life. I been hospitalized many times.
Get help and don't stop or it will be too late. I've wanted to commit suicide many times, but I am here today because of my family's support I am the one who wanted the help, finally after years of choosing to live like this.
I have been bulimic free for only 3 days. I am going to see a doctor Thank god for my health benefits. My body feels like its been poisoned from all these years.
Don't blame anyone but yourself.