rudenski
Thanks everyone for all of your wonderful responses. I have not been in top form of late so I try not to post anything here in this sacred place unless my soul tells me to. You are all some of my very favorite souls and I know it is 4AM but I had to get up to tell you what is working inside of me;
I have recently had the opportunity to work with people who are newly both blind and deaf. As a teacher, I have to come up with strategies to teach these students who neither understand Braille or Sign Language. Once you put yourself in their shoes and go there...it certainly changes your POV. Seemingly off-topic but then...I have had a sore throat and a cough for the last few days. Having thrown all of my alternative treatments at the problem to no avail, I had a dream that
I needed to make a sound to recover my health. I tried to make the sound but my sore throat wouldn't allow me to do so. I then pursed my lips and blew out without straining my throat but it did nothing to improve my condition.
Another day and another night went by. I went to sleep and woke up again just now with a new thought; to not purse my lips but rather... just make the sound in my mind. My POV kept changing as I kept encountering limitations and then it dawned on me that deaf, blind, and dumb, I could still project a beautiful sound even if I could not hear it with my ears, or sing it with my lips... and no not even project it with my mind as my mind kept taking over and straining my vocal chords over my resistance to stop it from doing so. I knew that I was getting closer to soul language. I am also getting much closer to the next world. The tares are separating from the wheat. I am going down into the rabbit hole again....
love & light
rudi