I'm likin' it. Thank you.

A. You don't need to connect with your higher self because you wouldn't be here if you weren't your higher self.

R. I feel the presence of my higher self looking over my shoulder. His presence is most pronounced early in the morning. He gives me a download of a sort each morning. Sometime he drops a line on me and asks me to do things like change lanes in traffic or ask someone a question...or many other things and the way he gets away with not busting up my free-will is because he is me... my lesser higher self. I say lesser first because it is he that fell from the side of love and left me down here in this sad and dying world. He keeps me here to learn lessons he wants to learn even though I long to be by the side of love. I don't have to connect with him but if I don't he will make things so miserable for me that I will either start listening to him just to relieve(he is messing with me now by jumbling up the word relieve)the suffering I will feel if I don't go along with his plan for my life.

A. You are both your higher self and your lower self (ego or personality self).

R. I believe what you are saying. My higher self started off with higher intentions but he is a fool to think he can create a world greater than the one he came from... As soon as he entered a body his ego(lower self) took charge. They...higher and lower self..struggle with each other. I personally don't respect either one. I found true love in my NDE. I found the source of all love. When I feel most comforted and feel most at home... I am in the presence of the light of love...The father of lights...the best daddy and mommy ever... the source of all love. I just want to be in the presence of love and it is hard to do so down here in the underworld with all of each of our ego projections interfering with one another...trying to create God in our own image... Even among us supposed enlightened ones there is separation... Down here we try to create our own kind of heaven or Shangri La... utopia or whatever but the rules our higher self are limited to for this side are too hard to do... Everything we build here crumbles to the ground...but every loving thing we experience survives this life... We can build our house here in our own image or we can build our house on the other side. The house we build here is gone in a moment but the house we build of loving intentions combined with action survives beyond the end of time...becomes who we are...our part of the final projection of love that is what remains after the lights go on...where time ends...

A. The awareness of your physical body tends to dominate you while you are learning to navigate through the intricacies of life in the duality world. You gather a wealth of experience that your higher self would not be able to compute, evaluate and utilize were it not for your ego-driven personality (desire).

R. Yep... If he could feel pain he/she would not do the things he does to you but it makes him lesser than you as you have survived the fire.


A. Trying to contact your higher self doesn't really work because you are already you, and you are already guided by your higher self in everything you do.

R. We don't have to follow our higher self but there is hell to pay if we don't.


A. The issue is more with your personality self that doesn't see the larger picture of things known by your higher self.

R. The personality self is the one who really sees the truth. The higher self doesn't see pain. To the higher self we are all one but the personality self sees the suffering around him and only in this place is anything ever done to relieve suffering...

A. So, not understanding what is going on, your ego may experience fear, resistances, anger, shame, low worthiness, hate, and also their opposites. The lower self or ego is there to let you deal with unresolved experiences from past years and past lives, an in coordination with your higher self.

R. The ego is ignorant enough to fall from the side of perfect love believing he can do better so he collaborates with souls on the other side to escape from the house of love...kind of like the preacher's kids who go wild out of their mother's house...we go wild down here...until we die...but there is a plan that our loving mother and father created that gets us all back when we are finished playing God...When and where time ends is our loving mother/father called mercy...forgiveness..loving kindness....joy... When we come home to Love...Love is waiting for us with open arms... If we leave then we leave the house because our ego still believes he can do better than perfect love...

A. Your higher self is involved in everything you do, "good" and "bad." Life isn't about becoming a good person, it is about being free from the need to become a good person, for this would imply the profound self-judgment that one isn't, the main cause of all suffering and lack of love.

R. Our higher self would have you believe this because he doesn't feel our pain but we can make a difference and even if it is not something our higher self planned for us...we can do better than our higher self... He is the one that fell and we are the ones that have to do the suffering... Even if we are not on his plan..we can still create little moments of joyful laughter... It already all happened and it looks nothing like the plans we all made before we fell...We can live in the world of our higher self but down here is where it matters.... Down here is where we turn lemons into lemonade...down here in the underworld is where we can make a difference...not because of our fallen higher self but in spite of him... Each moment when we act loving even though our higher self has put us in a painful place...it reaches the other side...no matter how far off of the path we go from our A Plan that our higher self created for us... love is still waiting for us us..,

A. God is basically all higher selves taken together.


R. The God of this world is... The hidden aspect of God... I call him the Librarian...many people call him God or philosophy... Jesus called him a devil and the father of lies...a murderer from the beginning... the creator of time...

A. This isn't difficult since all higher selves experience themselves as one with one another. Plants, animals, rocks, the elements, and even the subatomic particles also have higher self and are also part of the whole. Everything is part of the whole, that's why the universes keep growing and expanding and are not falling apart.

R. That is a beautiful thought

A. Praying to God would mean you separate yourself from yourself. If you pray for something you are implying that you are in need or lack, which creates just more of the same. If you wish for something, it is better to pray abundance, pray peace, pray health, and immediately express gratitude for receiving it. All desires start within and are materialized first on an energetic level before they can become physical reality. Once you give gratitude for what you have just created energetically, it can no also manifest in the physical realm. If you keep begging God for mercy or help, you will remain a beggar. Being children of God means something else, it means you are equipped with the power to create. Denying one's Divine nature (higher self) is given into the illusion that we are unworthy beings or sinners, a notion that belongs to the era of the middle ages, although still widely practiced.

R. In our separation is where we live here...to prove it...watch your family and friends vanish from the earth...plants...tree...even mountains crumble into the sea..

A. Jesus is a messenger ("was" would mean he no longer is or he is not where we are) who 2000 years ago meant to bring the first major wave of awakening to a population that has been asleep since the time of Atlantis and Lemuria. This in preparation for the phase that is occurring now. Christ Consciousness is present in everything and everyone and wants to become the driving force of life on Earth. There is no real name for this force, but the closest word we have for it is love, love that sees no division and only unites differences. The cross is of mostly symbolic importance, it is there to illustrate the power of balance, connecting the above with the below, the right with the left. In the middle point where the heart is attached to the cross, there is the oneness of all these opposites.

R. I met a type of pre-Jesus in heaven and he was not on a cross... He did show me around heaven...showed me many of it secrets... The secret I think is to refuse to hang on a cross for our higher self...but rather to live in community with one another...live peaceably with one another...love one another... I saw the world one day like that...

A.That is where love is true and endless, beyond all right and wrong, above and below, darkness and light. Jesus’ energy is about that, and he has not to this day been truly understood, for we are still trying to interpret what others have thought and written about him. By putting his value into a book, people prevented themselves from becoming one with his essence, and therefore, with their own essence. He never intended to create religious dogmas that people follow blindly. Very few of his true intentions are found in the bible, most of them were altered to suit the power-seeking hierarchies of the early centuries. The real, non-book Jesus, has little to do with Christian religions on Earth, his energies like that of some many other masters come through are being expressed through the millions of people that have created the same cross (oneness of all) in their own hearts and thereby spread the "gospel of love" through their very presence. They radiate peace by being on this planet, and they don't need churches or loudspeakers to do that.

R. Words in his religion says he said we could do greater things than he did because he went to his father... That to me is a call for action...

Showing mercy instead of being merciless...
Being kind instead of being cruel...
Being forgiving instead of holding a grudge...
Living in community with one another instead of being in division...
Laughing joyfully instead of laughing at someone...

We can do all these things and all of these things will become a part of the final video of love... We all have our parts to play and it takes each of us doing little acts of loving kindness for one another in spite of our divisions to make it to the final cut...The light that is love is running through all of us and everything...so in a sense we are all one...but the heaviness our egos put on us is done so by all of
the fallen aspects of God....It is time to get off of our crosses and start loving on one another... Each act of love is an act of timelessness... I get what you say though...when we start seeing the light that runs through each of us and recognize it as us(or one)...we will start to act more loving with one another and then we have arrived...we have brought heaven to earth... I had a dream...of earth like this... I think you are onto something... Even if we say it with different words...even if those words seem to contradict each other...one fine day...love will remain...death and dying will be vanquished...every tear will be wiped away... I believe that time is now...now is the time to comfort those in torment...reach out with our hands to help one another...doing love... I might seem too rough on my higher self but to me he doesn't know what I know... I forgive him for sending me here...down here to the underworld... but I am not coming back unless death and dying have been vanquished...
but it may be the greater thing that we do... I guess I can trick myself into falling again but I hope not...

Love & Light...
rudi

i love this guy...
he definitely has it...

there are those that have it...
and those that think they have it...
also those that want you to think they have it...
the trick is to decide for yourselves which one does...
that is of course... if deep down... you really care to know...
because what you don't know... can't hurt you...!!! right...!!!
ignorance is bliss...!!! right...!!!
lol...
;-)


>>>(from Andreas)... Life isn't about becoming a good person, it is about being free from the need to become a good person, for this would imply the profound self-judgment that one isn't, the main cause of all suffering and lack of love.
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as i recall... hitler was quoted as saying:
"give me a child until he is six years old and i will own that child for life"...


ever notice the evening news...???
the good news is that there isn't any good news...
societies main purpose is to keep society screwed up...

pogo was quoted as saying:
"we has met the enemy... and dey is us"...

"it's a wonderful day in my neighborhood"...
lol...
;-)